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“Is that a real poem or did you just make it up?”
—Robert Creeley

This is the category for my own made-up poems and those of occasional guest writers. See Poets and Poetry for reviews and discussions of craft.

Gibbous

This entry is part 16 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

Shameless procrastinator,
ragged tooth unsullied by the dawn.

Full, you went to bed on time;
a quarter empty & you never act your age.

Hasp with no padlock,
no wonder the night got away!

Old flat tire.
As if my poet’s O were set in gothic.

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Note on the series

I’d been aware that a few of the poems I’ve written this spring and summer seem thematically connected, and was thinking that when I had accumulated a half dozen or so, I should put them into a new series called something like “mid-life crisis poems.” Not that I’m having a true crisis, but the unifying theme of these poems seemed to be a pervasive anxiety about aging and the body. Imagine my surprise when, after finishing the above poem this morning, I went through the archive and discovered I’d written 16 poems that fit the theme since May! It’s already almost the length of a chapbook.

So I guess my middle-agedness has been more on my mind than I realized. But as Charles Simic once told an interviewer (I’m paraphrasing from memory), one of the distinguishing features of the poetic mindset is a continual astonishment at the passage of time.

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Lepidoptera: haiku

The butterfly weed’s
deep orange—
a monarch stops to fill up

*

Halogen flashlight:
he picks out the luna moth
from 100 yards

*

The stripped catalpa
still quivers in the breeze:
starving caterpillars

*

Candlelight vigil
outside the state prison—
the smell of burning moths

*

Hummingbird battle:
only the hummingbird moth
remains on the flowers

*

Red-spotted purples
mating in mid-air—
her wings stop moving

*

Bright yellow goldfinch—
the tattered tiger swallowtail
surrenders the thistles

*

Hot August day:
I stop to check out the fur
on a woolly bear caterpillar

*

The whole hillside turns
prematurely white:
fall webworms

*

Driving home after dark
from the flood-swollen river,
a forest full of moths

*

Earlier versions of the first and fourth haiku appeared on Identica, 6/26/10 and 6/26/10.

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Failed State

This entry is part 15 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

Collapse
defines it, like a breaker
built on a foundation of salt.
The annual cicadas
advance with their buzz saws,
nematodes unwire all the outlets
& hummingbird pendulums
drive its clock toward silence.
Blue flags fly in every ditch.
It hoists a clipped toenail
in place of the moon.

Homeless from birth,
the failed state’s citizens dance like cranes,
ungainly, flapping their greedy arms
as if wherever they happen to land
is where they belong.
Their bellies swell
with wholly impossible crops

while we in our developed nation
gather twice a day on linear altars
& offer our beached bodies up
to inertia.

*

Prompted by a column in Newsweek magazine by Fareed Zakaria, “The Real Failed State Risk,” which argues that the real threat to American security is from weak states rather than failed states. (I don’t accept his premise that the projection of military power has anything to do with security, but aside from that the argument makes sense.) The term “failed state” has amused me for some time; Zakaria’s column just happened to be the right mention at the right time.

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On Reading The Separate Rose by Pablo Neruda

This entry is part 14 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

A sea-side rose —
the old interpreter holds it
up to his ear

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Link.

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To a Child in a Tree, by Jorge Teillier

You’re the sole inhabitant of an island
known only to you, encircled
by a surf of wind
and a silence barely touched
by a barn owl’s wingbeats.

You can see a broken plough
and a threshing machine whose skeleton houses
one last gleam of sun.
You see summer shrunk into a scarecrow
whose nightmares disturb the wheat.
You see the irrigation ditch in whose depths your missing friend
grabs hold of the paper boat you launched.
You see the town and fields spread out
like pages in a spelling book
where one day you’ll realize you’ve read
the true history of happiness.

The storekeeper goes out to close the shutters.
The farmer’s daughters herd the chickens in.
In the sky, the eyes of strange fish
begin a menacing vigil.
Better return to earth now.
Your dog comes bounding up to meet you.
Your island sinks in the sea of night.

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A un niño en un árbol
de Jorge Teillier

Eres el único habitante
de una isla que sólo tú conoces,
rodeada del oleaje del viento
y del silencio rozado apenas
por las alas de una lechuza.

Ves un arado roto
y una trilladora cuyo esqueleto
permite un último relumbre del sol.
Ves al verano convertido en un espantapájaros
cuyas pesadillas angustian los sembrados.
Ves la acequia en cuyo fondo tu amigo desaparecido
toma el barco de papel que echaste a navegar.
Ves al pueblo y los campos extendidos
como las páginas del silabario
donde un día sabrás que leíste
la historia de la felicidad.

El almacenero sale a cerrar los postigos.
Las hijas del granjero encierran las gallinas.
Ojos de extraños peces
miran amenazantes desde el cielo.
Hay que volver a tierra.
Tu perro viene a saltos a encontrarte.
Tu isla se hunde en el mar de la noche.

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I came across this poem just this morning, and decided to try translating it for the 50th edition of the Festival of the Trees (submissions due by midnight!). The host this time is Growing with Science Blog, and the theme: Trees through a child’s eyes.

Climbing trees was a regular activity for my brothers and me when we were kids. Mom warned us to be careful and look out for each other, but other than that, she and Dad encouraged us to explore, for which I am eternally grateful. We stayed away from fruit trees and other species we knew to have brittle banches, but we certainly didn’t shy away from tackling the tallest trees we could get up into. Usually, these were woods’-edge trees with a convenient ladder of limbs on the field side.

Needless to see, this was free-hand climbing, usually with bare feet for added traction. We tried building tree forts a couple of times, but none of us really had the carpentry skills to make it happen, and besides, if you climb high enough, the leafy branches close in and it’s just as easy to pretend you’re surrounded by walls. Tellier’s poem resonated with me, even though we don’t live in sight of town, because it really captures that shipwrecked experience of being alone in the top of a tree, and seeing how things below seem to grow distant in time as well as in space.

In some way that I can’t quite put into words, climbing trees strikes me as an essential experience — one that teaches you things you can’t learn any other way. Our physiognomy still reflects the arboreal habitat of our not-so-distant ancestors; watching the tree elves in Lord of the Rings or the Na’vi in Avatar, we’re struck by a powerful nostalgia. Trees are almost like godparents, nurturing, teaching us both how to aspire and how to respect our limits. It saddens me to think how many kids these days never get to learn such things.

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Fist

This entry is part 13 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

Brainless head.

Five-member mob.

Core sample for a lead mine.

The last word’s epitaph.

Stump.

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Lullaby

This entry is part 12 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

Dance, house.
White as a corpse in moonlight,
in sunlight white as a small hill of salt.
Dance in your wig of rain streaming from the eaves.
We who pass through you, who sleep
under your asphalt-shingled hat
are little more than ghosts.
The earth might move or it might not,
but thunder comes knocking almost every day in the summer.
How long can you sit while the moon circles like a madman
& flowers fade?
You don’t have forever, that sterile seed.
Somewhere on the other side of the world,
with nothing but water beneath it,
a white sail rocks.

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Corn moon

Too hot to sleep
I bask in the moonlight’s
illusion of coolness

*

A warm breeze
fireflies come blinking
out of the shadows

*

Katydids chant
full moon full moon full moon
a passing jet

*

Staring at the moon
I wish I too could be buried
up to my neck

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Notes

This entry is part 20 of 21 in the series Banjo Poems

How many notes to self can you make?
A road nobody drives for pleasure.
Scan the dial for something
sung in drawl. Get out & walk.

The older you get, the fewer options
still tempt you. It may come down
to the wet & shining membranes
through which we taste & see
versus the ear’s dry drum.
Coins in a fountain versus coins in a jar.

This is why if you want to listen
you find a desert, even if it’s as small
as the head of a banjo. You take notes
knowing you’ll never read them.
Don’t try to explain.
This isn’t that kind of trip.

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Curriculum Vitae

This entry is part 11 of 16 in the series Bridge to Nowhere: poems at mid-life

I was never the wise child who, hearing a patter in the leaves, tilts his open-mouthed face toward the sky. I dreamed of powerful machines with banks of dials & buttons encased in gleaming alloys, beautiful & mysterious as cathedral windows. I practiced levitation by standing on one leg — it was better than nothing. Prophesy fascinated me because of the way it made otherwise clearly random lives appear significant. I learned two different ways to hypnotize chickens. What was merely a parlor trick at first turned into a new way to make them tractable prior to execution. Adulthood came slow as a summer evening in the far north.

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