The gods said carry water,
and so I did my best.
I fashioned
the fist-sized muscle in my chest
into a sling.
I packed it with
prayer and provision, stretched it
night after night
to carry lengths
of rain and baskets of fog. But oh,
how can I
patch its loosened
shingles, its rent partitions
that can't keep ruin
at bay?
I wanted to make honey from heat,
fragrance the stones
with fallen
lavender, feed my wayward love to all
my prodigals.
Is it they that haven't returned;
or did I stumble blind inside the orchard?
One night, perhaps
it burned and I couldn't
tell the smell of failure from the rich
discarded pelts under each tree.
Poet Luisa A. Igloria (Poetry Foundation web page, author webpage ) is Co-Winner of the 2019 Crab Orchard Open Competition in Poetry for her manuscript Maps for Migrants and Ghosts, forthcoming from Southern Illinois University Press in fall 2020. She is the winner of the 2015 Resurgence Prize (UK), the world’s first major award for ecopoetry, selected by former UK poet laureate Sir Andrew Motion, Alice Oswald, and Jo Shapcott. She is the author of What is Left of Wings, I Ask (2018 Center for the Book Arts Letterpress Chapbook Prize, selected by former US Poet Laureate Natasha Trethewey); Bright as Mirrors Left in the Grass (Kudzu House Press eChapbook selection for Spring 2015), Ode to the Heart Smaller than a Pencil Eraser (Utah State University Press, 2014 May Swenson Prize), Night Willow (Phoenicia Publishing, 2014), The Saints of Streets (University of Santo Tomas Publishing House, 2013), Juan Luna’s Revolver (2009 Ernest Sandeen Prize, University of Notre Dame Press), and nine other books. She is a member of the core faculty of the MFA Creative Writing Program at Old Dominion University which she directed from 2009-2015. In 2018, she was the inaugural Glasgow Distinguished Writer in Residence at Washington and Lee University. When she isn’t writing, reading, or teaching, she cooks with her family, knits, hand-binds books, and listens to tango music.