In the plot where by now there should have been kabocha squash and cucumber, only the overthrow of broadleaf plantain. Bittercress. Trifoliate patches of lespedeza. Moon low-slung in the sky, an empty cloth carrier: I paused between the edge of the yard and the back door, thumbnailed with light. I considered that perhaps there are some things I will never be allowed to nurture to the finish.