Is it possible to have ever been in a place completely free of pain? Was such a place beautiful, or was it unremarkable for the absence of any attachment to the things you might have meant when you said I wish or I want, or I cannot, I can? What did you lose in those years when all you wanted was to empty each room of objects that seemed to crowd the tight, airless room inside your chest; or did they come back, multiplied in number, edging each other for space on the furniture? Outside, evening arrives faster than it can fall. Trees drop the last of their leaflets, knowing this time of year is past announcement. You couldn't stop walking into it even if you tried: even if you held still, you'd feel the landscape bristle with either hurt or love, a kind of static electricity. At last, you might say, or Oh; as one by one, lights flood the insides of their bowls.
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