Optimistic

Sam Pepys and me

At the office all the morning. At noon Sir W. Pen and I making a bargain with the workmen about his house, at which I did see things not so well contracted for as I would have, and I was vexed and made him so too to see me so critical in the agreement. Home to dinner. In the afternoon came the German Dr. Kuffler, to discourse with us about his engine to blow up ships. We doubted not the matter of fact, it being tried in Cromwell’s time, but the safety of carrying them in ships; but he do tell us, that when he comes to tell the King his secret (for none but the Kings, successively, and their heirs must know it), it will appear to be of no danger at all.
We concluded nothing; but shall discourse with the Duke of York to-morrow about it.
In the afternoon, after we had done with him, I went to speak with my uncle Wight and found my aunt to have been ill a good while of a miscarriage, I staid and talked with her a good while.
Thence home, where I found that Sarah the maid had been very ill all day, and my wife fears that she will have an ague, which I am much troubled for.
Thence to my lute, upon which I have not played a week or two, and trying over the two songs of “Nulla, nulla,” &c., and “Gaze not on Swans,” which Mr. Berkenshaw set for me a little while ago, I find them most incomparable songs as he has set them, of which I am not a little proud, because I am sure none in the world has them but myself, not so much as he himself that set them. So to bed.

the pen and I
making things up

we doubt the time
that comes in secret

for a miscarriage
or the song of a swan


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 14 March 1661/62.

Elegy for the Human, with Extradition Standoff

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Human: mid-15c., humain, humaigne, "human," from  
Old French humain, umain (adj.) "of or belonging
to man" (12c.), from Latin humanus "of man, human,"
also "humane, philanthropic, kind, gentle, polite;
... in part from PIE *(dh)ghomon-, literally
"earthling, earthly being," as opposed to
the gods (from root *dhghem- "earth")
- etymonline.com



Given a choice to do the right
thing, what is it that people do?
At Villamor air base before the former

president is flown to face the music
at the international criminal court, his wife
and daughter scream "Humane, humane,"

stalling for time. He's an octogenarian
now; his health is poor, he's waiting for
his children, because because because—

Police close ranks and bodies form a shield
but not a weapon clicks in place. His rights
are read to him, unlike the thousands

he ordered shot because "Human rights,
son of a bitch." A milky fog, a kind of gauze
bandage, drapes over this ordinary day. A dog

limps down the alley. A partly disemboweled
squirrel's plastered on the road, syrupy
rot beneath the traffic stop.

Psalm Ending with a Howl

This entry is part 6 of 6 in the series Psalms

 

open the knives
of my heart to rust
blooming like a sunset

the earth’s stillborn twin
glows with purloined light
dimming the stars

and the midnight creek
has one or two things to say
it shimmers as it should

a freight train
labors up the valley
wailing at every crossroads

I feel a howl
uncurling like a leaf
from its shrink-wrapped fist

almost full will do
for an almost fool
to raise his coyote muzzle

Poem with Extradition, Ace of Swords, and Five of Coins

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Fortune can be a fickle lover, 
can be a beggar standing outside
the gate in blood-stained rags,

waiting to turn the tables on you.
It can be a miser who keeps an eye,
two feet, two hands on his hoard

of coins because he thinks the world
is only out to impoverish him. The sun
shines on his back and on the bustling

city, but he won't be allowed to buy a stick
of cotton candy on the beach or a golden
bullet for the gun in his secret pocket.

Fortune this week is the despot shuffled
off a plane and into a cell, there to await
trial; while in the hallway, his wife

pleads for mercy. Fortune pulls a sword
out of a gleaming cloud as if to smite
the mountains and part the sea and all

else in its path. Every blade has two edges,
every sky a moon and sun. Fortune slaps
one cheek then asks you to turn the other—

a game it never seems to tire of. Fortune says
this is one way to rid yourself of illusion,
and prepare for the breakthrough just ahead.

Beachhead

putting my phone away
the plushness of the moss

at its greenest now
at the end of a hard winter

a butterfly dances past
like a lost carnival float

the naked trees sway
gray and weather-eaten

i find a habitable hush
in the shade of a pine

though from time to time
a moan interjects

the sound of friction
with a too-close neighbor

a wild lettuce seed drifts
on a pompon of down

up over the mountain
and out across the valley

where every raw patch
of plowed or scoured earth

calls to the migrant killdeer
as an unclaimed shore

Portrait, with Train Wreck and Cartoon Suspension

river in November light between bare woods and mountain


The trains of Norfolk Southern rumble 
past the new cafe. It's the same line
that carried vinyl chloride in 2023,
when something overheated and 38 cars
derailed on the edge of East Palestine,
Ohio. Think of the rain that must have
hissed and crackled in the aftermath.
Of dark plumes rising into the earth's
free troposphere, as families packed
their children and pets into cars
and drove away. A couple of years after
cleanup, some people have returned
but some have stayed away. I don't
blame them. How does anyone know
the earth has no more toxins,
if air and water particles are
no longer sheathed in emissions?
When even one coupler misaligns
and a railcar wheel slips the track,
your mind runs away with it— You won't
even have time to blow kisses or wave
goodbye, in the brief moment of cartoon
suspension after you're run off a cliff.

Orderly

Sam Pepys and me

At the office from morning till night putting of papers in order, that so I may have my office in an orderly condition. I took much pains in sorting and folding of papers. Dined at home, and there came Mrs. Goldsborough about her old business, but I did give her a short answer and sent away.
This morning we had news from Mr. Coventry, that Sir G. Downing (like a perfidious rogue, though the action is good and of service to the King, yet he cannot with any good conscience do it) hath taken Okey, Corbet, and Barkestead at Delfe, in Holland, and sent them home in the Blackmore.
Sir W. Pen, talking to me this afternoon of what a strange thing it is for Downing to do this, he told me of a speech he made to the Lords States of Holland, telling them to their faces that he observed that he was not received with the respect and observance now, that he was when he came from the traitor and rebell Cromwell: by whom, I am sure, he hath got all he hath in the world, — and they know it too.

in order that I may
have order I sort
and fold old news

like a king with a black pen
for a speech
made by the world


Erasure haiku derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 12 March 1661/62.

Limerick for Ella


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When I get high I go low
Tell every bad joke that I know
Submitting to gravity
I succumb to depravity
But at least I’m not doing blow

*

For some reason, this bit of nonsense popped into my head the other morning, and not knowing what else to do with it, I thought I’d inflict it on share it with Via Negativa readers.

Arbor; or Portrait, with Four of Cups

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
"...you are not as heavy as the cup of earth, 
not placid as is the cup of water, not
turbulent as is the cup of air..."
~ on the Four of Cups, Rider Tarot




In the card, the man seated crisscross

under a tree wears a mildly petulant

expression. A hand emerges out of a cloud,

offering a draught from a golden chalice.

In the foreground, three other cups in a row

might mean he's already drained them. Did he

not like the flavor in any? Does he no longer

care for the offer of another chance? Under

its tunic waistcoat, the tired heart looks

for the hinge in every conflict, the signs

saying it's time to push out the long skewers

that have turned it into nothing but a plump

pincushion. Just look outside: someone has raised

an arbor, started to deck it with flowers and fruit.