Some things are simple, like kindness.
Like looking at instead of looking away,
standing as witness; finding ways to return
some grace in the harshness of the world.
You try to remind yourself you are not only
the things (you imagine) you lack. How else
could you honor the roster of unnamed
acts that made it possible for you to hold
your place in this moment? Yet you know
there are things you still need to deflect,
rephrase, insist on. Remember you
can rewrite the narrative, insist on your
truth. Walk into the room because it’s
true— you worked hard, you own it too.
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Man of letters
Lay long talking with my wife about ordering things in our family, and then rose and to my office, there collecting an alphabet for my Navy Manuscript, which, after a short dinner, I returned to and by night perfected to my great content. So to other business till 9 at night, and so home to supper and to bed.
off collecting an alphabet
for my manuscript
I return by night
to my other night
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 4 March 1662/63.
Making a Living
Remnant energies, sheltered in stone
through seasons of debt and sorrow.
War and rebuilding, then war again.
Fortresses chiseled with towers
from which sentries could witness how
wind turned the waters’ brined pages.
Repeat as cities hum into being
and warehouses fill with the resin
of trees. War today, war tomorrow.
What is the difference between
revolution and insurrection? History
might not want you to remember survival
shouldn’t mean turning into stone, that
the simple energy of kindness exists.
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Good intentions
(Shrove Tuesday). Up and walked to the Temple, and by promise calling Commissioner Pett, he and I to White Hall to give Mr. Coventry an account of what we did yesterday. Thence I to the Privy Seal Office, and there got a copy of Sir W. Pen’s grant to be assistant to Sir J. Minnes, Comptroller, which, though there be not much in it, yet I intend to stir up Sir J. Minnes to oppose, only to vex Sir W. Pen. Thence by water home, and at noon, by promise, Mrs. Turner and her daughter, and Mrs. Morrice, came along with Roger Pepys to dinner. We were as merry as I could be, having but a bad dinner for them; but so much the better, because of the dinner which I must have at the end of this month. And here Mrs. The. shewed me my name upon her breast as her Valentine, which will cost me 20s. After dinner I took them down into the wine-cellar, and broached my tierce of claret for them. Towards the evening we parted, and I to the office awhile, and then home to supper and to bed, the sooner having taken some cold yesterday upon the water, which brings me my usual pain. This afternoon Roger Pepys tells me, that for certain the King is for all this very highly incensed at the Parliament’s late opposing the Indulgence; which I am sorry for, and fear it will breed great discontent.
promise to give up
promise on her breast
as wine wards off
my usual pain
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 3 March 1662/63.
Whisper campaign
Up early and by water with Commissioner Pett to Deptford, and there took the Jemmy yacht (that the King and the Lords virtuosos built the other day) down to Woolwich, where we discoursed of several matters both there and at the Ropeyard, and so to the yacht again, and went down four or five miles with extraordinary pleasure, it being a fine day, and a brave gale of wind, and had some oysters brought us aboard newly taken, which were excellent, and ate with great pleasure.
There also coming into the river two Dutchmen, we sent a couple of men on board and bought three Hollands cheeses, cost 4d. a piece, excellent cheeses, whereof I had two and Commissioner Pett one.
So back again to Woolwich, and going aboard the Hulke to see the manner of the iron bridles, which we are making of for to save cordage to put to the chain, I did fall from the shipside into the ship (Kent), and had like to have broke my left hand, but I only sprained some of my fingers, which, when I came ashore I sent to Mrs. Ackworth for some balsam, and put to my hand, and was pretty well within a little while after.
We dined at the White Hart with several officers with us, and after dinner went and saw the Royal James brought down to the stern of the Docke (the main business we came for), and then to the Ropeyard, and saw a trial between Riga hemp and a sort of Indian grass, which is pretty strong, but no comparison between it and the other for strength, and it is doubtful whether it will take tarre or no.
So to the yacht again, and carried us almost to London, so by our oars home to the office, and thence Mr. Pett and I to Mr. Grant’s coffee-house, whither he and Sir J. Cutler came to us and had much discourse, mixed discourse, and so broke up, and so home where I found my poor wife all alone at work, and the house foul, it being washing day, which troubled me, because that tomorrow I must be forced to have friends at dinner.
So to my office, and then home to supper and to bed.
a virtuoso gale of wind
on a mission to fall like rain
brought down
into the grass
a doubtful discourse
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Monday 2 March 1662/63.
Making a Living
Fragile spark, flame you cup to keep
from sputtering. Mind it doesn’t die out,
this fire handed down from one to another
down the centuries. An edict, a wish, a talisman.
A dream, messages inked on your bones by forebears
who knew to find the hinge where the tip of a spear
could find its target. Bloody skirmish on the shore
(it wouldn’t be the last), after a portal opened
and three-masted ships with broadsides and
falconets brought their hunger from across
the ocean. Bite of peppercorn and cardamom,
burnish of clove and cassia bark. The letter
from the ancestors is brief: Don’t let the heat
turn remnant. Shelter its energy in stone.
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Poetry Blog Digest 2026, Week 9
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This week: death stuck in traffic, puritans vs. mermaids, an inflamed labyrinth, rain falling on asphalt, and much more. Enjoy.
Continue reading “Poetry Blog Digest 2026, Week 9”Making a Living
Living is the oldest war in the world. Out walking,
and twilight leans in. Streetlights blink as if everything
needs to grow accustomed to the dark. Hands
in your pockets against the cold— when did you
learn to curl them close into themselves, in secret?
People gather in lit-up spaces filled with song
and noise. You push the door open, slide
into a seat. Here too, while joining in,
you’ve learned to rearrange those parts of yourself
at once rawer and softer, the ones you learned to
shelter from even joy. While glad for welcome, you
never entirely lift your hand from the dial, always
taking measure. The list of the wind, any draft
that could snuff out the fragile spark you carry.
*
Echo chambered
(Lord’s day). Up and walked to White Hall, to the Chappell, where preached one Dr. Lewes, said heretofore to have been a great witt; but he read his sermon every word, and that so brokenly and so low, that nobody could hear at any distance, nor I anything worth hearing that sat near. But, which was strange, he forgot to make any prayer before sermon, which all wonder at, but they impute it to his forgetfulness.
After sermon a very fine anthem.
So I up into the house among the courtiers, seeing the fine ladies, and, above all, my Lady Castlemaine, who is above all, that only she I can observe for true beauty. The King and Queen being set to dinner I went to Mr. Fox’s, and there dined with him. Much genteel company, and, among other things, I hear for certain that peace is concluded between the King of France and the Pope; and also I heard the reasons given by our Parliament yesterday to the King why they dissent from him in matter of Indulgence, which are very good quite through, and which I was glad to hear.
Thence to my Lord Sandwich, who continues with a great cold, locked up; and, being alone, we fell into discourse of my uncle the Captain’s death and estate, and I took the opportunity of telling my Lord how matters stand, and read his will, and told him all, what a poor estate he hath left, at all which he wonders strangely, which he may well do.
Thence after singing some new tunes with W. Howe I walked home, whither came Will. Joyce, whom I have not seen here a great while, nor desire it a great while again, he is so impertinent a coxcomb, and yet good natured, and mightily concerned for my brother’s late folly in his late wooing at the charge to no purpose, nor could in any probability expect it.
He gone, we all to bed, without prayers, it being washing day to-morrow.
each word broken among
the courtiers of yesterday
continues a cold discourse
of death and the state
singing some new hither
for others to go without
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Sunday 1 March 1662/63.
Making a Living
You walk into this life each morning
as if it was the first day over again and you,
one of the new arrivals to this world. Brush
your teeth, straighten your collar in the mirror,
practice the length or shortness of vowels
your tongue still trips over sometimes. Quickly
self-correct in front of a roomful of eyes. It’s still
winter but bodies with skin the same color as yours
are yanked into the streets in their underwear or
dragged through the broken windows of their cars.
Long a, short a. Not pliss, please. Inhale, exhale.
A custom is a habit. A customs is an inspection.
You breathe the indifferent air, you know you must.
Keep walking. Living is the oldest war in the world.
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