Idle

…till 7 this morning. Up and all the morning about the Victualler’s business, passing his account. At noon to the ‘Change, and did several businesses, and thence to the Crowne behind the ‘Change and dined with my Lord Bruncker and Captain Cocke and Fenn, and Madam Williams, who without question must be my Lord’s wife, and else she could not follow him wherever he goes and kisse and use him publiquely as she do. Thence to the office, where Sir W. Pen and I made an end of the Victualler’s business, and thence abroad about several businesses, and so in the evening back again, and anon called on by Mr. Povy, and he and I staid together in my chamber till 12 at night ending our reckonings and giving him tallys for all I was to pay him and so parted, and I to make good my Journall for two or three days, and begun it till I come to the other side, where I have scratched so much, for, for want of sleep, I begun to write idle and from the purpose. So forced to breake off, and to bed.

a passing crow
without question must call

I have scratched so much
for want of a purpose


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 16 March 1666.

Manifest Destiny (Infinite Loop)

 
~ erasure poem based on The First Voyage Round the World
Antonio Pigafetta, 1874

6. 

                           The captain
                                      
                                              showed

them all his goods                                      and
                      also had some shots fired with his artillery           they were

afraid that they wished to jump                  into the sea


       
                      we saw came two long boats, which they call
Ballanghai

               the king ordered to be brought a dish of pig's flesh and
wine                                they first raise their hands to heaven



I ate flesh on Good Friday

Instigation

Lay till it was full time to rise, it being eight o’clock, and so to the office and there sat till almost three o’clock and then to dinner, and after dinner (my wife and Mercer and Mrs. Barbary being gone to Hales’s before), I and my cozen Anthony Joyce, who come on purpose to dinner with me, and he and I to discourse of our proposition of marriage between Pall and Harman, and upon discourse he and I to Harman’s house and took him to a taverne hard by, and we to discourse of our business, and I offered 500l., and he declares most ingenuously that his trade is not to be trusted on, that he however needs no money, but would have her money bestowed on her, which I like well, he saying that he would adventure 2 or 300l. with her. I like him as a most good-natured, and discreet man, and, I believe, very cunning. We come to this conclusion for us to meete one another the next weeke, and then we hope to come to some end, for I did declare myself well satisfied with the match. Thence to Hales’s, where I met my wife and people; and do find the picture, above all things, a most pretty picture, and mighty like my wife; and I asked him his price: he says 14l., and the truth is, I think he do deserve it. Thence toward London and home, and I to the office, where I did much, and betimes to bed, having had of late so little sleep, and there slept…

time to rise up

we are not rusted

we need no one but one another

we are match-thin like the truth


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 15 March 1666.

Manifest Destiny (Infinite Loop)

~ erasure poem based on The First Voyage Round the World
Antonio Pigafetta, 1874

5. 

                          sweet oranges, a vessel of palm
wine,

bracelets and rings of gold on their arms


            holes in their ears so large           they can pass their arms through
them





there are birds, figs a palm long, sweet canes,        flying fish


       These people
poor, but ingenious, and great thieves


                               they
           thought                             there were

no other men in the world besides them

Fire Mummies

~ Kabayan, Benguet

We hold on as long as we can
    until the mountain trail swims 
         like a river of mist before our eyes, 
              and we know it's time.

Before we close our eyes and leave
    the village forever, the shaman brings a drink  
         in a shell dipper to seal and drain   
               the body from inside. 

Nothing of beeswax or honey must touch
    our skin, but salt and stringent herb--- 
         We want to be as parchment that light 
               can read through and through, high 

among limestone rocks. When the last  
    breath exhales, we step outside and watch them   
         seat our corpses at our homestead's threshold, 
             over a low smoldering fire.

A gong's bronze notes weave
    a month-long tent as slowly,
         we dry and lengthen, limbs folded
             and tucked in. Suspended 

like this between sky and earth, we sit 
    like sculptures nested in sweet 
         pine boxes, waiting for the flower 
             that blooms only one night a year.  



 

Natural piety

Up, and met by 6 o’clock in my chamber Mr. Povy (from White Hall) about evening reckonings between him and me, on our Tangier business, and at it hard till toward eight o’clock, and he then carried me in his chariot to White Hall, where by and by my fellow officers met me, and we had a meeting before the Duke. Thence with my Lord Bruncker towards London, and in our way called in Covent Garden, and took in Sir John (formerly Dr.) Baber; who hath this humour that he will not enter into discourse while any stranger is in company, till he be told who he is that seems a stranger to him. This he did declare openly to me, and asked my Lord who I was, giving this reason, that he has been inconvenienced by being too free in discourse till he knew who all the company were. Thence to Guildhall (in our way taking in Dr. Wilkins), and there my Lord and I had full and large discourse with Sir Thomas Player, the Chamberlain of the City (a man I have much heard of for his credit and punctuality in the City, and on that score I had a desire to be made known to him), about the credit of our tallys, which are lodged there for security to such as should lend money thereon to the use of the Navy. And I had great satisfaction therein: and the truth is, I find all our matters of credit to be in an ill condition. Thence, I being in a little haste walked before and to the ‘Change a little and then home, and presently to Trinity house to dinner, where Captain Cox made his Elder Brother’s dinner. But it seemed to me a very poor sorry dinner. I having many things in my head rose, when my belly was full, though the dinner not half done, and home and there to do some business, and by and by out of doors and met Mr. Povy coming to me by appointment, but it being a little too late, I took a little pride in the streete not to go back with him, but prayed him to come another time, and I away to Kate Joyce’s, thinking to have spoke to her husband about Pall’s business, but a stranger, the Welsh Dr. Powell, being there I forebore and went away and so to Hales’s, to see my wife’s picture, which I like mighty well, and there had the pleasure to see how suddenly he draws the Heavens, laying a darke ground and then lightening it when and where he will. Thence to walk all alone in the fields behind Grayes Inne, making an end of reading over my dear “Faber fortunae,” of my Lord Bacon’s, and thence, it growing dark, took two or three wanton turns about the idle places and lanes about Drury Lane, but to no satisfaction, but a great fear of the plague among them, and so anon I walked by invitation to Mrs. Pierces, where I find much good company, that is to say, Mrs. Pierce, my wife, Mrs. Worshipp and her daughter, and Harris the player, and Knipp, and Mercer, and Mrs. Barbary Sheldon, who is come this day to spend a weeke with my wife; and here with musique we danced, and sung and supped, and then to sing and dance till past one in the morning; and much mirthe with Sir Anthony Apsley and one Colonell Sidney, who lodge in the house; and above all, they are mightily taken with Mrs. Knipp. Hence weary and sleepy we broke up, and I and my company homeward by coach and to bed.

who was I being too free
in the city of desire

before having anything in my head
when my belly was it

like the raw ground in fields
wanton with sun and sleep


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 14 March 1666.

Museums of contemporary suffering

 

On one side, the endless travails
                                                       of telenovela or pale, wispy-haired 
K-drama characters. On the other,
                                                      saints and their ladders,
lanced breasts and
                                                      severed heads. The anguish
of families separated
                                                      at a border; documentation
of the number of times migrant
                                                      girls bled or did not bleed
each month. Cells echoing
                                                      with the distinct sound
made by children crying.
                                                      Shoes and pink
plastic toothbrushes scattered through
                                                      the desert. Far away,
marble balconies where
                                                      little gods fuck
each other and eat expensive sushi
                                                      after closing
some new deal in China.
                                                      Warning: don’t watch
the video of the most recent mass
                                                      shooting; but if you did,
here is what to do about it.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Contemplative.

 


	

Pliable

Up betimes, and to the office, where busy sitting all the morning, and I begin to find a little convenience by holding up my head to Sir W. Pen, for he is come to be more supple. At noon to dinner, and then to the office again, where mighty business, doing a great deale till midnight and then home to supper and to bed. The plague encreased this week 29 from 28, though the total fallen from 238 to 207, which do never a whit please me.

times I find my head
I come to be more supple
at noon doing midnight
and the bed as fallen as me


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 13 March 1666.

Manifest Destiny (Infinite Loop)

~ erasure poem based on The First Voyage Round the World
Antonio Pigafetta, 1874

4. 

                                                on the 
day of the Eleven Thousand Virgins         we found



                     the peaceful sea          surrounded by
mountains covered with snow


                                                   within the Bay
where in the night we had a great storm

                                 went further on and found a bay

                                                         Amongst
us we thought                          we saw       two ships under
all sail, with ensigns spread                    Afterwards

              inside this strait we found       two mouths



                                          one of the two
        whom we had taken              died

                     the captain-general sent   the ship named     Victory   
                                    the people  
                                 were to place an ensign on the summit
with a letter inside a pot

        : and he caused a cross to be set upon a small island


                                in it we found
a good port                good waters, wood all of cedar,      fish 

                            there is not in the world a more beautiful country


           when we wounded          this          people
        immediately afterwards they died


                women      cried out and tore their hair
for the love of those           we had killed

These people 

                   adore nothing, and 

                                    go naked

Salty

Up betimes, and called on by abundance of people about business, and then away by water to Westminster, and there to the Exchequer about some business, and thence by coach calling at several places, to the Old Exchange, and there did much business, and so homeward and bought a silver salt for my ordinary table to use, and so home to dinner, and after dinner comes my uncle and aunt Wight, the latter I have not seen since the plague; a silly, froward, ugly woman she is. We made mighty much of them, and she talks mightily of her fear of the sicknesse, and so a deale of tittle tattle and I left them and to my office where late, and so home to supper and to bed.
This day I hear my Uncle Talbot Pepys died the last week, and was buried. All the news now is, that Sir Jeremy Smith is at Cales with his fleete, and Mings in the Elve.
The King is come this noon to towne from Audly End, with the Duke of Yorke and a fine train of gentlemen.

an abundance of salt
for my ordinary table

ugly talk fear and tittle tattle
is all the news now


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Monday 12 March 1666.