I raise my glass to the day that never arrives,*

and I drink to the choices
they would have us believe
are also ours:

No, poeta, there are more
than three— more than yesterday,
today, and tomorrow. Or,
following your ultimate

subtraction
which leaves out the denuded
rose of yesterday and the ashes
of the diminished present,

only tomorrow exists.
But I argue there is in addition
such a thing as post-,
which is brilliant shorthand

meaning we are among those
chosen somehow by history to receive
the mantle of what they call
enlightenment.

*after Nicanor Parra, “The Last Toast;” with thanks
to Dave Bonta for the reminder

 

In response to Via Negativa: Love song to a mobile device.

Old World

Let us now stamp our feet
and with our tears make a circle
in which we’ll mourn the places
where names were lost to memory—

Every garden that bloomed
with sago palm, every patch
of chayote; every ridge tilled
and buttressed or mossy

with stone. The pair of funeral
shops next door to each other,
men playing jueteng on benches
outside. The corner store and its

madonna, nursing her baby
at the breast, handing you
your sack of bread and change
through window grilles. Who lived

here, whose blood fed the roots
of lilies and deciduous trees?
Try to remember: this is where
all the rivers used to live.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Ceremony.

Elegy in the middle of the week

What kind of water rushes
toward a border of land
and then retreats?

What edge
constantly resists?

How can the shortness of a blade
serve as garrote to a life
severed at the neck?

How do we find a way to thank at least the sand
for being there, its myriad pinpricks of glass?

What in the shapes of leaves
predicts the sorrow
of their fall?

How do we stay in the river’s limpid heart,
and how do we listen through bone?

How do we sift the sunlight back
through trees and drink
again of green?

 

In response to Via Negativa Oceanologist.

On thievery

This entry is part 9 of 14 in the series Morning Porch Poems: Summer 2014

Who steals isn’t always looking to fill
a need, I’ve learned. Compulsion, the thrill
of not getting caught, the danger that licks
at the base of the skull, the dare that ticks
its timer until the wick burns out—
Who’d take the trouble to steal the grout
but not the tile, the rubber sheath
but not the copper wire? The myths
of beauty are nothing without power:
despair is their favorite flower.

 

In response to an entry from the Morning Porch.

Primate

It gets tiresome,
explaining how we
got the grand

pianos into the trees,
how we learned chromatic
scales and savored grace

notes before breakfast,
at the same time
we did drills

in a few other
tongues, including
your own. And yet,

you insist your
benevolence gave birth
to us in little beakers:

so malleable for packing
into crates, shipments for
the empire’s vast network.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Anthropocene.

Postcolony

“There is nothing
but us together,
born to one another,
to settle against.” ~ D. Bonta

The fair’s over, the tickets
all sold: even the siamese twins
have gone to make children of their own
on a dusty farm. My clothes are in some
museum basement, mothballed and moldy,
impossibly old. I traded them in for a train
ticket, a trip up the coast, the chance
to stand by myself, bareheaded,
in an orchard reddened with fruit.
Not yours, you reminded
through a bullhorn; Now don’t get
any ideas
. What an echo you make
through the years; what a nag,
what a scold, what a miser, what a drag:
always talking tithe, always in your tower,
in surveillance mode. In other words,
dear: you haven’t changed.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Dyad.

Sitting

This entry is part 8 of 14 in the series Morning Porch Poems: Summer 2014

I have not seen stars being born
nor heard the sound the moon makes

to cast its shadow on the trees.
And I have not found the cipher

to the message insects
transmit all through the night;

nor have I understood the shapes
of countries drawn

by flagstones in the yard,
or the aftertaste of clove

that numbs my tongue. Together,
time and rain green

the fluted sides of the bird-
bath, and water smells

like salt or tears. When I
strike a match to light

the lantern, I startle
a papery cloud of wings.

 

In response to an entry from the Morning Porch.

Privilege

you want
what you want,

having been fed
from youth

the milk of
personal choice—

open your mouth
and squeak the greasy

wheel: ask
for premium not

diesel, make the cart
tilt, the vehicle

wobble, say hey,
this here’s broken

and I won’t settle
not even if

everyone’s on
the same factory shift

 

In response to Via Negativa: Downsizers.

Autumnal

This entry is part 7 of 14 in the series Morning Porch Poems: Summer 2014

The fruits remaining on the tree
are numbered now, becoming smaller,
harder, and less plump;

the afternoon is hot,
but already carries undertones
of approaching winter—

And we hear
across pitched roofs
the toothed quarreling

of creatures,
their cries that tear
through the fabric of night.

In the shed, once,
bringing boxes and garden things
to store: six pairs of eyes

twitched in the dusk
of the interior and made us shut
the open door

quickly back upon itself.
And at the river’s edge,
the water sighs

for tufted bodies hovering
above the current, tendering notice
of their departure across the sky.

 

In response to an entry from the Morning Porch.