You know those emails
that begin with Hey—
Hey what did I miss
when I wasn't in class
the other day?
I learned hey (or hei,
or hai) in the middle ages was
a shout of encouragement
to hunting
dogs.
That made me wonder:
was I ever sharp as
a hunting dog,
back in my
own heyday?
When people say
heydey they usually mean
back in the time you were
in the state of
greatest vigor
or when you were younger
and at your freshest,
smartest, most
scintillating best.
As if youth—
that knockout,
six-pack, smasher—
were all you needed
to walk into a room
and claim it.
I didn't even think I had
a brain back then. But hey,
I've earned some mileage,
and love that now I can say
yeah, I know some shit.
Protest song
Musique practice: thence to the Trinity House to conclude upon our report of Sir N. Crisp’s project, who came to us to answer objections, but we did give him no ear, but are resolved to stand to our report; though I could wish we had shewn him more justice and had heard him.
Thence to the Wardrobe and dined with my Lady, and talked after dinner as I used to do, and so home and up to my chamber to put things in order to my good content, and so to musique practice.
music is an objection
no ear is just an ear
the din after dinner
used to be practice
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 19 February 1661/62.
Universal Laws
"There comes a time when silence is betrayal."
- Martin Luther King, Jr.
Not to belittle your pain, my pain,
but none of this is even original
anymore: the world (suddenly, again)
a window-box sprouting every
variety of that noxious flower
called despot. Astounding how so many
come from humble beginnings (clerk,
schoolteacher, cobbler, cook), then
turn. What was it: abuse in childhood,
beatings from alcoholic fathers,
abandonment by their mothers? They wore
a sense of wounded humanity as if it were
a scar inflicted on no one else but them, ever.
After seizing power, some became so paranoid
they hired lookalikes, or had body doubles
surgically altered. Not a morsel passed
their lips until food tasters swallowed first,
without falling down dead. As history does, it runs
its course, including punishing years of massacre,
purge, brutal torture. When history catches up
to them, it's astounding, too, how terrible
yet ordinary they look in those final closeups.
Rotting teeth, ashen thumbprint of hair above
the lips, bloodshot eyes; their bodies hung
upside down, or pressed into a wall by bullets.
Transformation
Lay long in bed, then up to the office (we having changed our days to Tuesday and Saturday in the morning and Thursday at night), and by and by with Sir W. Pen, Mr. Kennard, and others to survey his house again, and to contrive for the alterations there, which will be handsome I think.
After we had done at the office, I walked to the Wardrobe, where with Mr. Moore and Mr. Lewis Phillips after dinner we did agree upon the agreement between us and Prior and I did seal and sign it.
Having agreed with Sir Wm. Pen and my wife to meet them at the Opera, and finding by my walking in the streets, which were every where full of brick-battes and tyles flung down by the extraordinary wind the last night (such as hath not been in memory before, unless at the death of the late Protector), that it was dangerous to go out of doors; and hearing how several persons had been killed to-day by the fall of things in the streets, and that the pageant in Fleetstreet is most of it blown down, and hath broke down part of several houses, among others Dick Brigden’s; and that one Lady Sanderson, a person of quality in Covent Garden, was killed by the fall of the house, in her bed, last night; I sent my boy home to forbid them to go forth. But he bringing me word that they are gone, I went thither and there saw “The Law against Lovers,” a good play and well performed, especially the little girl’s (whom I never saw act before) dancing and singing; and were it not for her, the loss of Roxalana would spoil the house. So home and to musique, and so to bed.
we change our days to night
and survey the alterations
war into opera
the streets full of wind-blown sand
a garden killed by the fall
of the last word
love or loss
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 18 February 1661/62.
Church
In front of the parking garage, a total stranger
accosts me with this question: Would you be interested
in coming to my church? Wow. So, is there a better
way to answer besides No thank you? Today, I belong
to the church of throat lozenges and ginger tea
and not turning on the news after dinner. Last
weekend we went to the church where a pianist
played two concerts and gave three miraculous
encores as people leaped to their feet and gave
ovation after ovation. On the wall next to my
faithful rice cooker and altar of unwashed plates,
the setting sun has thrown coins of light through
the blinds. I can retreat to my church of changing joys
and sorrows, where some nights my daughter volunteers
to cook dinner. My husband kneels to empty the water
drawer under the laundry machine. The sound of clothes
spinning is backdrop to our conversations. When the door
opens we catch the warm whiff of garments freshly cleaned.
Poetry Blog Digest 2025, Week 7
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This week: dwelling in the underworld, writing with children, drilling holes in logs, dancing with a blank canvas, rolling around in the dirt, and more. Enjoy.
Continue reading “Poetry Blog Digest 2025, Week 7”Milk of amnesia
This morning, both Sir Williams, myself, and Captain Cocke and Captain Tinker of the Convertine, which we are going to look upon (being intended to go with these ships fitting for the East Indys), down to Deptford; and thence, after being on shipboard, to Woolwich, and there eat something. The Sir Williams being unwilling to eat flesh, Captain Cocke and I had a breast of veal roasted. And here I drank wine upon necessity, being ill for want of it, and I find reason to fear that by my too sudden leaving off wine, I do contract many evils upon myself.
Going and coming we played at gleeke, and I won 9s. 6d. clear, the most that ever I won in my life. I pray God it may not tempt me to play again.
Being come home again we went to the Dolphin, where Mr. Alcock and my Lady and Mrs. Martha Batten came to us, and after them many others (as it always is where Sir W. Batten goes), and there we had some pullets to supper. I eat though I was not very well, and after that left them, and so home and to bed.
at the breast of necessity
I want my wine
any evil we ever pray
not to come is here
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Monday 17 February 1661/62.
Eruption Event
Isn't it funny what I've reminded
others of, just by being me? There was
the one who got all excited, hearing
a Filipina news reporter cover a story
on NPR— he said I nearly ran my car
off the road, she sounded just like you!
And then there was a professor in graduate
school who said my poems reminded him
of Sylvia Plath, though of course I hadn't
put my head in the oven. It might seem
hard to get over such underestimation.
But with a little time, you'll learn
to see the smolder beneath the simmer,
before plumes of smoke shoot into the sky.
Getting it down
(Lord’s day). To church this morning, and so home and to dinner. In the afternoon I walked to St. Bride’s to church, to hear Dr. Jacomb preach upon the recovery, and at the request of Mrs. Turner, who came abroad this day, the first time since her long sickness. He preached upon David’s words, “I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord,” and made a pretty good sermon, though not extraordinary. After sermon I led her home, and sat with her, and there was the Dr. got before us; but strange what a command he hath got over Mrs. Turner, who was so carefull to get him what he would, after his preaching, to drink, and he, with a cunning gravity, knows how to command, and had it, and among other things told us that he heard more of the Common Prayer this afternoon (while he stood in the vestry, before he went up into the pulpitt) than he had heard this twenty years.
Thence to my uncle Wight to meet my wife, and with other friends of hers and his met by chance we were very merry, and supped, and so home, not being very well through my usual pain got by cold.
So to prayers and to bed, and there had a good draft of mulled ale brought me.
the first words die
turn into thin ear
to hear is to err
no prayer to a draft
Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Sunday 16 February 1661/62.
Winter Visions

what snow reveals
in hiding the ground
is no less than the lay of the land
under her fur of bare trees
the curves become clear
their geologic easier to follow

plain as a line of tracks
snow’s other revelation
how the land does in fact
belong to many others
who happen to keep
largely to themselves

as witnessed by hoarfrost
forming at the mouth of a burrow
from some deep breather
in a dreamless den
or the snow angel left
by an owl’s midnight raid
the splay of featherprints
a few drops of blood
disappearing in a squall
the snow showing its truest face

and when it stops
the air smells cleaner
a junco pours out his song
beside the spring
its dark water a refuge
from all this seeing


