Contest

Sam Pepys and me

With Sir W. Batten and Pen to Whitehall to Mr. Coventry’s chamber, to debate upon the business we were upon the other day morning, and thence to Westminster Hall. And after a walk to my Lord’s; where, while I and my Lady were in her chamber in talk, in comes my Lord from sea, to our great wonder. He had dined at Havre de Grace on Monday last, and came to the Downs the next day, and lay at Canterbury that night; and so to Dartford, and thence this morning to White Hall. All my friends his servants well. Among others, Mr. Creed and Captain Ferrers tell me the stories of my Lord Duke of Buckingham’s and my Lord’s falling out at Havre de Grace, at cards; they two and my Lord St. Alban’s playing.
The Duke did, to my Lord’s dishonour, often say that he did in his conscience know the contrary to what he then said, about the difference at cards; and so did take up the money that he should have lost to my Lord. Which my Lord resenting, said nothing then, but that he doubted not but there were ways enough to get his money of him. So they parted that night; and my Lord sent for Sir R. Stayner and sent him the next morning to the Duke, to know whether he did remember what he said last night, and whether he would own it with his sword and a second; which he said he would, and so both sides agreed. But my Lord St. Alban’s, and the Queen and Ambassador Montagu, did waylay them at their lodgings till the difference was made up, to my Lord’s honour; who hath got great reputation thereby.
I dined with my Lord, and then with Mr. Shepley and Creed (who talked very high of France for a fine country) to the tavern, and then I home. To the office, where the two Sir Williams had staid for me, and then we drew up a letter to the Commissioners of Parliament again, and so to Sir W. Batten, where I staid late in talk, and so home, and after writing the letter fair then I went to bed.

I come from wonder
bury me in playing cards

I have lost
nothing but the way

down with both sides
and their high country


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 7 February 1660/61.

Tell me what breaks your heart

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
without telling me 
what breaks your heart— 

The mangos that will never
again ripen because of rot. 

The box carrying the urn 
carrying the ashes of your 

beloved, stolen by a porch 
pirate.  That recurring dream 

in which trash bins
overflow inside each other

and you stand at the sink,
scrubbing dishes with salt.

Dinner date

Sam Pepys and me

Called up by my Cozen Snow, who sat by me while I was trimmed, and then I drank with him, he desiring a courtesy for a friend, which I have done for him. Then to the office, and there sat long, then to dinner, Captain Murford with me. I had a dish of fish and a good hare, which was sent me the other day by Goodenough the plasterer.
So to the office again, where Sir W. Pen and I sat all alone, answering of petitions and nothing else, and so to Sir W. Batten’s, where comes Mr. Jessop (one whom I could not formerly have looked upon, and now he comes cap in hand to us from the Commissioners of the Navy, though indeed he is a man of a great estate and of good report), about some business from them to us, which we answered by letter.
Here I sat long with Sir W., who is not well, and then home and to my chamber, and some little music, and so to bed.

snow and ice at dinner
a dish of fish

and enough nothing
to come out
in chamber music


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 6 February 1660/61.

Little Cento,* Looking for Birds and Stars

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
No bird builds a wall.  
 
Outside, in a country with no word
for outside, they cluster on trees.  

The war brought the dead, the mothers the cries
of newborns. 

Time is a scarecrow 
And finally as little as nothing.  

or a song I chant to the chirping birds in our backyard.  

I'll be a fig or a sycamore tree  

The bees dead someday, just like us.  

I learned how to find the new moon by looking for the circular absence
of stars. 

 


 [*Source texts: Naomi Shihab Nye, Philip Metres, Zeina Hashem Beck, 
Najwan Darwish, Wisława Szymborska, Mosab Abu Toha, Fady 
Joudah, Tarik Dobbs, Kazim Ali]

Ablutions

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Walk through the house,
stepping only on floorboards
that don't whine in protest.


It must be almost spring—
brown arms unfold 
along the streets.


You don't want to be that 
kind of voice—not authority,
but a collaboration.  
 

The river curls into its own 
mystery—a velvet coat flecked
with many kinds of green. 
 

Poetry Blog Digest 2024, Week 5

river in November light between bare woods and mountain

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Ashes ashes

Sam Pepys and me

Washing-day. My wife and I by water to Westminster. She to her mother’s and I to Westminster Hall, where I found a full term, and here I went to Will’s, and there found Shaw and Ashwell and another Bragrave (who knew my mother wash-maid to my Lady Veere), who by cursing and swearing made me weary of his company and so I went away. Into the Hall and there saw my Lord Treasurer (who was sworn to-day at the Exchequer, with a great company of Lords and persons of honour to attend him) go up to the Treasury Offices, and take possession thereof; and also saw the heads of Cromwell, Bradshaw, and Ireton, set up upon the further end of the Hall.
Then at Mrs. Michell’s in the Hall met my wife and Shaw, and she and I and Captain Murford to the Dog, and there I gave them some wine, and after some mirth and talk (Mr. Langley coming in afterwards) I went by coach to the play-house at the Theatre, our coach in King Street breaking, and so took another. Here we saw Argalus and Parthenia, which I lately saw, but though pleasant for the dancing and singing, I do not find good for any wit or design therein.
That done home by coach and to supper, being very hungry for want of dinner, and so to bed.

ash in the grave
ash on our heads

the dog dancing hungry
for want of dinner


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 5 February 1660/61.

Self-Censorship Ritual

This entry is part 5 of 11 in the series Rituals

this fragile midnight
its rich veins of blood

let a tooth take root
in a soft skull

at the end of the earth
this very crescent

a high C
guttering in a puddle

or lodged like an eyelash
under your island

at another end of the earth
a drone army

firing tree seeds
into clearcut mountains

if you have a price
you’re not a prophet

go self-censor
for the bathroom mirror

between sleeps
knowing they no longer knock

Gone to the Pine

in the stories i tell myself
i am sour milk

good for pancakes
or a cat if i had one

sitting somewhere warm
fur shining white

i am empty-handed
and approximately dressed

but look how much pine
can be knit just from sunlight

evergreen needles
barely moving

though i feel an icy breath
on the back of my neck

coming out of the rocks
where i’ve arranged my seat

just below the crest
of a high wooded spine

the tall pine is hollow
with a stripe of dead wood

from a devastating flash
severing the present

from the past with its absence
of woodpeckers

i follow the shadow
to a seedling pine

on a small carpet of moss
laid out on the rocks

the stories shed
their owl pellets

time to hunker down and scavenge
the best bits

Rothrock State Forest above Barree
Feb. 3, 2024

The Body Tries

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
 “All day, all night, the body intervenes.”
~ Virginia Woolf


The body tries. The body tries to keep
its dishes washed and stacked, its empty
cans of soda and grocery bags from multiplying
along the hallway. The body tries. The body
tries to organize its life in the same way
others seem to do as if with little effort—throw
away expired food, scour the pans that held
breakfast from a week ago, sweep lint 
and pet hair off the floor.  The body tries.
The body tries to nourish itself with more
than freebies or leftovers from work: 
cold pizza, chicken nuggets, the occasional
doughnut. The body tries. Is trying. The body
only wants what everyone else is having.