Affair

Sam Pepys and me

Up early and went to Mr. Phillips, but lost my labour, he lying at Huntingdon last night, so I went back again and took horse and rode thither, where I staid with Thos. Trice and Mr. Philips drinking till noon, and then Tom Trice and I to Brampton, where he to Goody Gorum’s and I home to my father, who could discern that I had been drinking, which he did never see or hear of before, so I eat a bit of dinner and went with him to Gorum’s, and there talked with Tom Trice, and then went and took horse for London, and with much ado, the ways being very bad, got to Baldwick, and there lay and had a good supper by myself. The landlady being a pretty woman, but I durst not take notice of her, her husband being there.
Before supper I went to see the church, which is a very handsome church, but I find that both here, and every where else that I come, the Quakers do still continue, and rather grow than lessen.
To bed.

lips lost at last to lips
am I who I had been

never a wit
always by myself

I take her hands but find
that both quake


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 6 August 1661.

Life Cycle

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
After rain, clouds of spores. They settle
among the roots of trees. Channels part

the grass to reveal new colonies. For the most
part, we leave them be. Who'd put their mouths

to the ground just to interrogate them more
closely? Time ransacks our rooms constantly,

for trophies. Time uproots with no warning,
then sends groves of color earthward.

Livid

This entry is part 43 of 51 in the series Une Semaine de Bonté

Page 46 from Max Ernst’s Une Semaine de Bonté

Demain est une moignon livide
—Joyce Mansour

some worthy victim must
be offered up

to mollify the mob
throbbing in concert

private lusts subsumed
in collective outrage

like rivulets joining forces
to flood to drown to crush

the rush is contagious
and feeds on acts of violence

a carnivorous carnival
an unamusement park

with tin-pot gods set out
to catch the blood

Poetry Blog Digest 2024, Week 31

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A personal selection of posts from the Poetry Blogging Network and beyond. Although I tend to quote my favorite bits, please do click through and read the whole posts. You can also browse the blog digest archive at Via Negativa or, if you’d like it in your inbox, subscribe on Substack (where the posts might be truncated by some email providers).

This week: a side course of flutter, spiny dry isolation, enormous compound words, dancing with dragonflies, naked meditation and more.

One housekeeping note: You may notice a couple of posts more than a week a week old in this week’s digest. I’ve grown increasingly frustrated with the sporadic manner in which many WordPress sites’ RSS feeds are being updated, causing me to miss some great posts in recent weeks, so I’ve decided to be more flexible about the time-range from now on. (If you have a WordPress site, I’m afraid I don’t have a whole lot of advice; I’ve yet to find a solution that really works, aside from creating and advertising a JSON feed and/or switching to a more reliable platform, such as Substack.) Anyway, enjoy the digest.

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Coffret: History and Chocolate

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
My friend gave me a box of French chocolates from a shop 
which bears the name of the woman who came to be known
as the Angel of the Assassination— In her twenties, so sure of what
she'd concluded was her mission in this life: plunge a kitchen
knife into the breast of a journalist and revolutionary leader during
the French Revolution, as he sat in his bathtub working on a proof
of his newspaper L'Ami du peuple. A copy of the blood-stained page
is digitized and can be viewed in the National Library of France.
Accounts say she did not even try to flee the scene. She believed
her one act of violence could help stem the rising tide of a more
widespread violence. It did not seem to have that effect. There are
many tales about her, including how her skull after decapitation
was passed around then bought by a dealer of curiosities who
liked to unveil it on a serving plate at his table, during dessert.

Addict

Sam Pepys and me

Early to Huntingdon, but was fain to stay a great while at Stanton because of the rain, and there borrowed a coat of a man for 6d., and so he rode all the way, poor man, without any. Staid at Huntingdon for a little, but the judges are not come hither: so I went to Brampton, and there found my father very well, and my aunt gone from the house, which I am glad of, though it costs us a great deal of money, viz. 10l.
Here I dined, and after dinner took horse and rode to Yelling, to my cozen Nightingale’s, who hath a pretty house here, and did learn of her all she could tell me concerning my business, and has given me some light by her discourse how I may get a surrender made for Graveley lands.
Hence to Graveley, and there at an alehouse met with Chandler and Jackson (one of my tenants for Cotton closes) and another with whom I had a great deal of discourse, much to my satisfaction.
Hence back again to Brampton and after supper to bed, being now very quiet in the house, which is a content to us.

hunting in a borrowed coat
for a hit of horse

a nightingale could give
some light for a grave


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Monday 5 August 1661.

Audentes Fortuna Juvat

Sam Pepys and me

(Lord’s day). Got up, and by and by walked into the orchard with my cozen Roger, and there plucked some fruit, and then discoursed at large about the business I came for, that is, about my uncle’s will, in which he did give me good satisfaction, but tells me I shall meet with a great deal of trouble in it. However, in all things he told me what I am to expect and what to do.
To church, and had a good plain sermon, and my uncle Talbot went with us and at our coming in the country-people all rose with so much reverence; and when the parson begins, he begins “Right worshipfull and dearly beloved” to us.
Home to dinner, which was very good, and then to church again, and so home and to walk up and down and so to supper, and after supper to talk about publique matters, wherein Roger Pepys — (who I find a very sober man, and one whom I do now honour more than ever before for this discourse sake only) told me how basely things have been carried in Parliament by the young men, that did labour to oppose all things that were moved by serious men. That they are the most prophane swearing fellows that ever he heard in his life, which makes him think that they will spoil all, and bring things into a warr again if they can.
So to bed.

luck is large
in all things

things you labor to oppose
things that move serious men

which they bring to war
if they can


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Sunday 4 August 1661.

Letter, with Lines from Nâzim Hikmet

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Nâzim, you sound so serious when you say 
however and wherever we are,
we must live as if we will never die.


But of course we'll die, Nâzim; we are
already dying every day. I think perhaps you
only mean to say, fill every shell with

whatever you can think of that is good— moss
and little stones, that blue bandana above
the treeline; the square of chocolate you

were saving for a future treat; the bottle
with rich, dark ink. And I know the earth's
mantle will harden again and grow cold,

but first we'll sit in the heat, knees drawn up
as if in a sauna, sweat wrung out and dripping
from our pores like oil pressed from seeds

and grain. Do you recall mornings when fog or mist
rested low on the ground, so the world looked both
hurt and tender? Nâzim, I have always taken to heart

what you say about living and how it is no laughing matter.
Even as a chorus of raucous gulls will circle tourists
basking in a haze of sunscreen at the ocean front,

I can never forget what it is that should be my whole
occupation; how much work it requires, in these times
of sorrow, to concentrate on breath after breath like belief.

Wound

Sam Pepys and me

…got up early the next morning and got to Barkway, where I staid and drank, and there met with a letter-carrier of Cambridge, with whom I rode all the way to Cambridge, my horse being tired, and myself very wet with rain.
I went to the Castle Hill, where the judges were at the Assizes; and I staid till Roger Pepys rose and went with him, and dined with his brother, the Doctor, and Claxton at Trinity Hall. Then parted, and I went to the Rose, and there with Mr. Pechell, Sanchy, and others, sat and drank till night and were very merry, only they tell me how high the old doctors are in the University over those they found there, though a great deal better scholars than themselves; for which I am very sorry, and, above all, Dr. Gunning. At night I took horse, and rode with Roger Pepys and his two brothers to Impington, and there with great respect was led up by them to the best chamber in the house, and there slept.

red and wet
as a rose is a rose

the old doctors are better
than the gun I rode in on


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Saturday 3 August 1661.

Sleep and Mirrors

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Everything we don't understand, we can simply call mystery.
Mystery is knowing the first but not the surname of your grandfather.
Or mystery is the dead bird that lay on your front step, beautiful and still.
A spider web attaches itself to the mailbox every day; this too is mystery.
A bigger mystery is how hard you work and never seem to prosper.
But mystery is the sudden purpling of fruit in a wilderness of green.
After rain, heat; then the mystery of mycelia mapping roots underground.
There is more mystery in thin colors than in opulence and brilliance.
Fashion isn't interested in mystery that doesn't reveal what's underneath.
Mystery is the mouth that kisses every hollow of my body in dreams.
I want to cultivate mystery, but I'm not sure it means the same as mystique.
Mystery coats glass with mercury or silver, so we can look in the mirror.
If you can clearly imagine something, does it lose all its mystery?
At night I want to fall quickly and deeply into the mystery of sleep.