Multiply

With guests upon them, how could they not
unroll the good tablecloth, lay out heavy

silverware, bowls of olives, sweet
cakes, bread and dipping oils?

In a household of bees, cells
divide into their golden overflow.

At the wedding in Cana, wasn’t it the mother
who whispered in his ear that there was

no more wine? Along the road, after
a hard rain, so many sparrows drink

from puddles. Whereas the stingy
spirit poking among the detritus

left by strangers is a scavenger
bird in his drab coat.

~ John 2:1-11

What truth was

Up betimes and to my office, where we sat all the morning, and a great rant I did give to Mr. Davis, of Deptford, and others about their usage of Michell, in his Bewpers, which he serves in for flaggs, which did trouble me, but yet it was in defence of what was truth. So home to dinner, where Creed dined with me, and walked a good while in the garden with me after dinner, talking, among other things, of the poor service which Sir J. Lawson did really do in the Streights, for which all this great fame and honour done him is risen. So to my office, where all the afternoon giving maisters their warrants for this voyage, for which I hope hereafter to get something at their coming home.
In the evening my wife and I and Ashwell walked in the garden, and I find she is a pretty ingenuous girl at all sorts of fine work, which pleases me very well, and I hope will be very good entertainment for my wife without much cost. So to write by the post, and so home to supper and to bed.

a great rant I give
in defense of what was truth

an ingenuous sort of entertainment
without much cost


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Saturday 14 March 1662/63.

Bears

Up pretty early and to my office all the morning busy. At noon home to dinner expecting Ashwell’s father, who was here in the morning and promised to come but he did not, but there came in Captain Grove, and I found him to be a very stout man, at least in his discourse he would be thought so, and I do think that he is, and one that bears me great respect and deserves to be encouraged for his care in all business.
Abroad by water with my wife and Ashwell, and left them at Mr. Pierce’s, and I to Whitehall and St. James’s Park (there being no Commission for Tangier sitting to-day as I looked for) where I walked an hour or two with great pleasure, it being a most pleasant day. So to Mrs. Hunt’s, and there found my wife, and so took them up by coach, and carried them to Hide Park, where store of coaches and good faces. Here till night, and so home and to my office to write by the post, and so to supper and to bed.

in the morning grove
a stout man would be a bear

his care in sitting as I look
with my hide of a good face


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 13 March 1662/63.

Incubus

Up betimes and to my office all the morning with Captain Cocke ending their account of their Riga contract for hemp. So home to dinner, my head full of business against the office. After dinner comes my uncle Thomas with a letter to my father, wherein, as we desire, he and his son do order their tenants to pay their rents to us, which pleases me well. In discourse he tells me my uncle Wight thinks much that I do never see them, and they have reason, but I do apprehend that they have been too far concerned with my uncle Thomas against us, so that I have had no mind hitherto, but now I shall go see them. He being gone, I to the office, where at the choice of maisters and chyrurgeons for the fleet now going out, I did my business as I could wish, both for the persons I had a mind to serve, and in getting the warrants signed drawn by my clerks, which I was afeard of.
Sat late, and having done I went home, where I found Mary Ashwell come to live with us, of whom I hope well, and pray God she may please us, which, though it cost me something, yet will give me much content. So to supper and to bed, and find by her discourse and carriage to-night that she is not proud, but will do what she is bid, but for want of being abroad knows not how to give the respect to her mistress, as she will do when she is told it, she having been used only to little children, and there was a kind of a mistress over them.
Troubled all night with my cold, I being quite hoarse with it that I could not speak to be heard at all almost.

my head full of ink
I had no wish to draw

fear having come
to live with us

as a child troubled all night
that could not speak


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 12 March 1662/63.

Your Cinema Paradiso

It will always be June, the monsoon croons—
Scarves of fog wrapped around your throat,
evening a coat so easily slipped on.

Yellowing paint on the sides of the old
City Hall, duck’s egg vendors calling
into the humid streets.

Beneath the weeping willows, a group
of loose-pantalooned grandfathers
slowly windmilling arms

in Single Whip. Last time you walked
around the lake, you missed the shoe-
shine boys, their wooden

boxes stuffed with rags and polish.
The bicycle rental boys flick spent cigarettes
into the pitimini bushes. Oh barely

perceptible drift of hours, shadows that lean
from tree to tree then fringe the lake’s blue edges:
if you don’t think a hundred years changes

the character of a place, ask the first five
strangers you meet in the plaza to tell you
how to get from there to Atok or Kapangan.

There are music schools now in every strip mall;
and rows of silent windows in the old convent
from which piano scales used to pour at dusk.

~ after Eugene Gloria

Asylum

Up betimes, and to my office, walked a little in the garden with Sir W. Batten, talking about the difference between his Lady and my wife yesterday, and I doubt my wife is to blame. About noon had news by Mr. Wood that Butler, our chief witness against Field, was sent by him to New England contrary to our desire, which made me mad almost; and so Sir J. Minnes, Sir W. Pen, and I dined together at Trinity House, and thither sent for him to us and told him our minds, which he seemed not to value much, but went away. I wrote and sent an express to Walthamstow to Sir W. Pen, who is gone thither this morning, to tell him of it. However, in the afternoon Wood sends us word that he has appointed another to go, who shall overtake the ship in the Downes. So I was late at the office, among other things writing to the Downes, to the Commander-in-Chief, and putting things into the surest course I could to help the business. So home and to bed.

in the garden at the madhouse
our minds see much

how the wood
sends us word

who shall take the thin
man in


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 11 March 1662/63.

Keeping it real

Up and to my office all the morning, and great pleasure it is to be doing my business betimes. About noon Sir J. Minnes came to me and staid half an hour with me in my office talking about his business with Sir W. Pen, and (though with me an old doter) yet he told me freely how sensible he is of Sir W. Pen’s treachery in this business, and what poor ways he has taken all along to ingratiate himself by making Mr. Turner write out things for him and then he gives them to the Duke, and how he directed him to give Mr. Coventry 100l. for his place, but that Mr. Coventry did give him 20l. back again. All this I am pleased to hear that his knavery is found out. Dined upon a poor Lenten dinner at home, my wife being vexed at a fray this morning with my Lady Batten about my boy’s going thither to turn the watercock with their maydes’ leave, but my Lady was mighty high upon it and she would teach his mistress better manners, which my wife answered aloud that she might hear, that she could learn little manners of her. After dinner to my office, and there we sat all the afternoon till 8 at night, and so wrote my letters by the post and so before 9 home, which is rare with me of late, I staying longer, but with multitude of business my head akes, and so I can stay no longer, but home to supper and to bed.

my sensible pen has taken
to making things little

till night wrote me
a multitude of aches


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 10 March 1662/63.

Obscurity

At the Asian market a woman in a flowered hat
asks me if I know how many bitter melon seeds

might be inside the seed packet she’s picked
from the rack and is shaking lightly beside

her ear; and if I think she might get more
if she just scooped out the ones nestled

in the hollow of the vegetable itself.
No one knows the answer, of course—

until the paper flap is torn open,
until the knife scores a seam

and two halves open on the counter.
Even then there is one more matter

of not knowing: among the wrinkled
pods pushed into the soil, which

will tendril into vine, and which
burrow into loamy forgetting.

Not genius, but scenius

Erasure poet Austin Kleon‘s keynote at SXSW 2014 should be required watching for every poet — especially the vampires and human spam, as he calls them, who are all about self-promotion, wedded to the false, romantic notion of the artist as lone genius. Kleon talks about how to “steal like an artist,” the importance of acknowledging one’s sources and sharing one’s work on the internet, and why we should emulate the great knuckle-ball pitchers. I’m being kept from my own work these past couple of days by a bad case of conjunctivitis, but this makes me impatient to get back at it.

Tender

Don’t be fooled: these are no
bluebloods. They’re the ones
who’ll never be happy no matter
what they get, those who complain
about every little thing—

They turn up in the middle of the night,
always in the middle of the night
(did it ever occur to you to ask why
always in the middle of the night?):
a knock on the door— and did I forget

to mention a thunderstorm? Yes,
rain pouring; mud thick as cake
batter, the road to town in-
distinguishable from gully
or ditch. So you take

the poor drenched thing in, offer
a bath, warm clothes, soup by the fire,
a place to sleep. Not just any bed,
the one with mattresses stacked
higher than a Jenga

tower; down-filled and fluffy,
pancake after pancake spongy
and sweet, plump with shams
and duvets. And the next day?
Nothing but distress,

moaning about bruises
and pains: the tossing
and turning, the hard
dried pea or tooth
of gravel,

the stone eternally stuck
in the craw— Don’t fall
for it! Don’t think for one
moment some lives are more
tender than others.