America, it's been a while
since we've taken visitors
downtown to the memorial
of the general who wore
his sunglasses like he was
in a commercial and not
that southeast Asian theatre
of war where soldiers impaled
babies on bayonets, thrust
their dicks into peasant women
and, in the heat of April, set
thousands of gaunt prisoners
of war on the long march from
Bagac and Mariveles to Camp
O'Donnell in Capas, Tarlac.
The docents will point out
the general's effects
and the famous picture
of his dramatic Leyte landing:
striding knee-deep into the surf
as cameras click away. America,
this is you with your stern jaw,
somehow dwarfing both the archipelago's
president and the little statesman
barely five feet and four inches
in his dress shoes; this is you
saying I have returned. By the grace
of Almighty God our forces stand
again... in the blood of our two
peoples. After Liberation Day,
my father, already in his early
thirties, climbed up a tree
so he wouldn't have to share
three whole bars of Hershey's
milk chocolate. As they rumbled
into town in their jeeps, American
soldiers had thrown these and packs
of nylons by the handful at people
running and cheering alongside.
My father laughed, recalling
that he'd staged his own kind
of liberation in the bushes.
O America, you've left and
returned but have also never
left. Your companies continue
to harvest ore and tobacco
and pineapples. You play war
games in Apocalypse Now sets
of jungles, then go off-base
to pick up bar girls in Olongapo
or Angeles. Some of them wind up
like the tragic heroine in that
typical operatic ending: she
takes her life because the foreign
hero who was supposed to return
left on a boat to find himself
a real American wife.