You had said you wanted to get to the century mark, blow several breaths to snuff a hundred candles out. Pink melted wax would form little buds afterwards on the creamy surface of a sheet cake, as crumpled Christmas gift wrappers littered the living room floor. We couldn’t see that future— only one in which we knew someone would prop a framed picture of you on the kitchen counter, behind a plate with spoonfuls of food and a shot glass of water. Yesterday, someone asked what it might mean to inherit an architecture of ruins. That future has come. More than ever we are stewards of ravaged sanctuaries—we could fill them with sugar and salt, the reek of dried mushrooms; grains we carefully measure as our mothers look on.


