Self Portrait as Maternal Creature

~ after Leonora Carrington, "Self Portrait: The Inn of the Dawn Horse"


To make strange, we propose departures from 
the ordinary, offer the unexpected. For instance, 

switch from certainty to ambiguity, from indecision 
to intuitive purpose. My students and I have been 

looking at surrealist paintings—in one, the artist 
wears white jodhpurs and has unloosed her hair

into a wild abundance. A pale horse sprints in the grass 
outside the open window. Everything can be read 

as a beckoning. Or a reckoning. The rocking horse 
is about to clatter off the walls, and the striped 

hyena with three teats softens her face and makes 
a delicate gesture with one leg. I want to believe she is

prophecy; that  she still retains a maternal instinct, one
that a life of art or the mind hasn't scarred or blunted.

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