The clinic we go to was started
decades ago by two doctors who recently
passed away. But their children continue
to run it, and most of the staff are
Filipino. One of the nurses always
recognizes my voice when I call. One
asks for my opinion about schools when
her son is applying for college. And another
always begins to hum under her breath as soon
as she rests her fingers on my wrists to take
my pulse. The lab technician is so swift
and skilled: she knows exactly where
to stick the needle for a blood draw.
The humming nurse comes back in with
a paper robe. I start to undress when she
leaves the room, but I can still hear some
of the notes she repeats, drifting up
and down and up and down the valley
of some old tenderness or memory.


