of the oldest church on Bantayan island.
It was built in 1839, in Spanish times,
with coral-flecked stones that local
fishermen mortared with a paste of lime,
water, sand, and egg whites. This
has always been a country of calamities
both natural and human-made: every
typhoon a dervish unhinged, every road
and bridge swept away by floods let loose
as pockets of politicians fill with obscene
gain. Perhaps we've put too much trust
in catechisms of reward in some afterlife.
Perhaps we keep turning the other cheek
for the same hand to slap again.
Mouths open in ejaculations— O God, why
have you abandoned us? —short, spontaneous
prayers flung skyward (but also, the release
of semen— milky, viscous liquid that can bind
one body to another). When we say history,
then, we also mean the chronicle of every
tremor felt in time. Gulfs breached,
channels entered; flags planted in the sand.
Plaster saints, halos flickering in the fire.