How will I know when it's time?
You'll know, say all my friends
who have retired. Retire, as in
to pull away; withdraw, retreat—
like armies backing down from
the assault. Or to move into
seclusion, leave the noise
of the gathered throng and
climb into your bed's cool
sheets instead. When no one
else can wear your number
because you're unsurpassed:
like Michael Jordan's #23
jersey, and Kareem Abdul-
Jabbar's #33. But if re- means
anew, once more, doesn't retire
also mean to tire again? The pet
you have to take outside never
seems to tire of pulling at
the leash, or bounding back—
here he comes again, meaning
throw the ball so I can fetch.


