Eighteen pairs of eyes fix on me,
or on anything in the general direction
of the front of the classroom. No one
actually yawns, though their faces look
like yawning. Outside, the rain is barely
leaving pencil marks on the roof. Here,
it's mostly silent. Today the story is
about a pig in a lab, whose organs
are being genetically engineered
for eventual transplant to victims of
a plague. What does the world look like
if one believes in the superiority of
humans to other species? What use-
fulness does sacrifice have in the world?
The students look at me as if I'm the lab
animal in the crate, and they're the scientists
circling the room with clipboards and pens.
I dearly want to know: what will it take
to kindle a fire, get them to care
about stories and poems, warm up
to metaphor and meaning? Toward the end
of the session, they shut their tablets
and zip backpacks close, heave out of their
seats and walk out of the room— expressions
mostly unchanged as I erase the board, return
the matchstick to its box marked "strike anywhere."