The body doesn't e[r]ase or quiet
immediately or of its own accord.
It is a town with nerve [ending]s
all lit up through the night,
windows shaded, doors bolted shut
against wind or animals that howl
at the slightest noise. The body
is an archive of what tightened
the knots along its spine, what
made the jaws clench to [w]ire
as if in place. Once there was
a bird which feathered the rooms
inside the chest, before it hid then
flew through the bars of the ribs.
The body takes notes, keeps score.
In its fortress it pours stones
instead of water into jars. It knows
it needs to unlearn construction
and defense, to practice compos[t]ing
instead of ruthless accounting.
The field that flinched from fire
passing through learns that green
grows again. The shoulders soften
and the bird returns. The lake where
the body floats is still dark, but warmer
and looser now on the back of the neck.