Listen to the foghorn open
the water's crinkly envelope:
such a deeply plaintive
voice that nothing wants
to answer. The sky darkens
but withholds the rain.
There are times when, inside
myself, I am lonely again
though I don't want to be.
Years ago, late at night,
I looked out of my window
to see you making your way
through powdery snow.
Has it been that many years?
In our home, we even have
two or more of some things—
flashlights, coffee pots,
tape measures. Once a day,
the rice cooker whistles softly
then pings when it's done.
We put tables and shelves
together; there are so many
books—it will take more than one
lifetime to walk through all
the countries in them. But if I go
alone, I will be lonely inside
myself again. Sometimes the quiet
is bearable, but never for long.