"What more could I ask of the dark
than just to be the dark itself?"
~ Sean Thomas Dougherty
As days shift and nights deepen,
what has not fruited has begun to rock
itself to sleep. The leaves of our favorite
trees are shriveling. Speckled with brown,
now they are leathering. We cut back
the barren vines; we deadhead the roses
and hydrangeas. I used to know someone
who liked to say that the goal of each day
was to climb into bed and sleep the sleep
of the just— Even then I wanted to know:
the just what? I mean, doesn't the wind
leave ripples in its wake though the trees
are naked, though the only lights on water
are whatever stars it manages to catch in its nets?
When you are sleeping, I reach across the sheet
as if toward a light that scaled the walls,
that leaped upstream like a fish remembering
origins. Now and then a flash of green appears
on the horizon, though we've been told
there isn't anything there but light, refracted.