Exit Essay, Asian American Lit

(with lines from Langston Hughes)


The student wrote in her assessment 
that she learned Asian Americans 
have evolved from being the filthiest 
to the smartest people. I guess 
she was thinking of the model minority, 
but somehow thought the stereotype
a developmental endpoint, after viewing
slides depicting how xenophobia is not new 
(nor only from 2016), but has been around 
for hundreds of years. "Yellow fever" scares
were in editorial cartoons and magazines 
from the 1800s— In one, a rough-garbed
Chinaman is drawn with buck teeth, sinister 
eyebrows, and a long queue whipping
behind him like a snake. He stands suggestively
astride a white woman prone on the ground, 
torch in one hand and smoking pistol in the other.
25 years ago, after arriving in this city, I didn't
immediately realize why our landlord 
would drop by with no warning, 
and randomly mention that the previous 
tenant kept the premises scrupulously clean—
though the week we moved in, I found 
a greenish slime across the entire refrigerator 
top. There have been students who refuse 
to address me by my title, even colleagues
who've questioned my credentials. I used 
to keep quiet and just let the micro-
aggressions slide, but not anymore. 
Not anymore will they pass. I laugh,
and eat well, and grow strong. 
 

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