Second Person, First Person

Tensile line, tether— you marvel at how surely
          a spider sends forth filament after filament
and swings its whole body weight into empty 
         space. How do you learn to be brave like that,
learn to trust that something set loose could still
        keep from flying off into the void? You put on
another pair of socks, pour water into the kettle,
        wait for it to boil. And I write “you,” though we  
know it’s just another way we try to keep some
        distance from the self, especially when it looks
at itself and feels too close. But yes,  I’m writing about 
       myself, now;  writing of how sometimes I can’t tell 
a window from a door, can’t tell the difference
       between premonition, undercurrent, a haunting.