In faded photographs you don't have
but still clearly remember, everyone
is facing straight at the camera but not
smiling: uneasy truce after noisy
quarrels behind closed doors, lips
drawn tight as the secrets they took
with them into the grave. You can smell
the must of the grandmother's lace mantilla,
the wool of the father's coat. You can see
the carefully filed points of the mother's
nails, the veins that were starting to show
on her hands. Each of them could have been
a key to a row of doors, each of them
could have been a yellowed note slipped
into a secret pocket or the inside of a hem.
They've left, but now and again they appear
in dreams, in the sudden craving for a taste
from another time, in the lines of an old
song whose refrain seems familiar
though it was all before your time.