You were taught that love—
the "real kind"— means giving
as much as you can for as long
as you can, until you hear
the clink that means the tank
is nearly empty, the stone
falling from a long way away
has finally hit the bottom of
the well. Don't you know better,
don't you realize after all
these years the flower doesn't need
to be shorn from the vine in order
for anyone to distill its fragrance?
Jasmine, trumpet flower, throats
that open in the deep of night
to announce their need. But yes
of course, you know: of the many
forms of service, survival is one
of the hardest. Add to that list
falling apart, losing yourself, waiting
for the world to pour light back into
your hands like a debt finally paid.