Your foot snags on the corner of a bumper.
The tiled floor of the grocery is many
shades of dirty gray.
Your instinct is to shield your face,
your head.
Minutes before, the woman at the cash register
says have a nice day and looks like she means it.
Just an hour before, you are mistaken
for someone else.
Wind whips the edges of the tarp loose.
The sound it makes, like flapping wings.
Cold air snags in your throat
on the way in.
Noon light is visible when you turn
your gaze to the left.
Your knees compose the retort you
should have made.
Early Voting, with Squirrel Remains
On the way back from the voting booths,
we see it on the sidewalk: dark and
stiff, mahogany as a branch left too long
in the fire except for a visible shin
bone and a row of teeth jutting out
from the pointy area in what used to be
its face. Was it perhaps struck by lightning
or a charge of electricity as it ran
across a length of wire? Whatever it was
charred off all its fur and left only skin,
taut and dry like jerky. Whatever it was
must have been quick: no time for heart,
nerves or brain to signal distress.
Shock and stun, instant paralysis.
Odes and Elegies
Neruda wrote about salt
and soap, tomatoes and tuna;
the lemon's round cathedral windows,
pairs of socks. To think about how
salt sings from the depths of the sea
and the holds of ships, how a sliver
of lye and citrus oil can melt the day's
aches away in water— who wouldn't miss
what gives these small, ordinary joys
the chance to graft themselves onto
our days? If the things we love are also
the things we'll miss the most when
they're gone, isn't all language
and every kind of poem, at heart,
an elegy? Hello, sun rising in
the east. Goodbye as the light
changes from blue to gold and gone.
In Aeturnum
It's as if no one
is supposed to change
in any way, as if
the self in the moment
it meets another
becomes fixed in
that knowledge of
the other. Remember
that day, salt
in your hair, sunburn
peeling off
my shoulders? The shore,
receding then
as it does now.
Near and Far
Every day she walked in and out of that green garden gate
from the world inside and its little rooms. The world outside,
the sky's ceiling, criss-crossed with stars and constellates,
held out a promise of myriad destinations. Not late
at all, not yet. To bloom has no fixed season, no guide.
Every day she walked in and out of that green garden gate.
With time, distances gradually increased. The hand of fate
waved, conjuring one mirage after another. She was its bride.
The sky was dark, the star-crossed ceiling its vast estate.
Things had not happened yet. Pages unwritten said Just wait.
But she learned— she too could choose a move, even a joyride.
Every day she walked in and out of that green garden gate,
straightening her spine and collar. How many steps to checkmate?
Water doesn't disappear, only shifts with riptides, moon-tides.
The sky's broad ceiling, criss-crossed with stars— calculate
how long it took them to find their place, the space
for measuring the length and depth of their existence.
Every day she walked in and out of that green garden gate.
The sky's vast ceiling ticked with stars and constellates.
Remember
~ after Joy Harjo
Remember your last name,
where that thread came from,
connecting you to the one who came
before, and the one even farther back.
Remember your middle name,
the one that tied you to the womb
before the cord was clamped at two
ends and cut, then the flash of light
and your mouth opening into its first
cry. And remember your first name,
how someone plucked it out of a page
perhaps, or a list, or a story with
a face a mouth a nose upturned
like yours, eyebrows whose crests
touched a universe of hopes.
Remember all your names now,
for the moment you'll stand
in a window well trying to remember
how you're called, how to call.
A Marketing Bot Reaches Out in Vain (a partially found poem)
Are you ignoring my message or are we
in the middle of some strange
literary cliffhanger?
I'm pitching real readers, real reviews,
real visibility, and you're giving me
the silent treatment like I'm asking you
for your Netflix password.
Reading your work felt like stepping
into a space where memory, language,
and feeling are held with such
tenderness and clarity that they
reshape the air around them.
What struck me most is how your voice
moves between sharpness and gentleness
the way a single line can evoke
both joy and ache in the same
breath.
Poetry that lingers
deserves a wider audience.
I promised myself I would't turn
into that person who follows up...
but here I am, waving like a slightly
unhinged fan at a book signing.
Electric Pig
We could never— how could we know?
At first it's as if we have all
the time and space in the world.
That room with too-high ceilings,
the old but beautiful claw-footed
tub; windows without insulation,
radiators with globs of cream
paint from the landlord's yearly
re-do. Only in one apartment did we
remember having a trash compactor
in the kitchen sink. The novelty
of grinding down little fish
bones, leftover strings of bean
with a finger-push of something
that looks like a light switch.
The sound of that maw churning
things to pulp, like a pig in a pen
underneath the floor. For the last
dozen years, we've lived without
such a convenience. There's a hand-
lettered sign next to the tap
saying No garbage disposal. Do you
remember the home repair contractor's
face, almost accusatory? He said
There are rice grains near your sewer
cleanout. Boxes of books weigh heavy
as bricks. There are mugs from every
vacation, racks groaning with clothes.
I was surprised to hear the famous
tidying expert admit on radio it's OK
to hang on to things still meaningful
for you. Yes, this beautiful golden
light trickles away so quickly.
And yes, we too will go.
The Longest Selfie
They've been at it
for the last fifteen
minutes at least,
and still going—
two girls crossing
and uncrossing
their legs encased
in tights, leaning
forward then back
against the coated
steel bench as a brisk
wind teases their locks.
The sun angles and they
angle an arm away,
the merest tilt
of the phone.
Everything is
angles. Everything
is spontaneous
but composed. Bent
over the screen they
check the images
just made; swipe
left on the screen,
then right, then left,
deciding delete, delete,
delete. Just one more.
There. Perfect.
Body Scan
The hair on top of my head feels thin—
and it looks visibly thinner in photos
people have taken, where I have my back to
the camera. Is it vain that I worry about
what it will look like, as increasingly
the clearing gets bigger and wider with time?
Will it be a little pond on which gnats
will skate in the heat of summer, a shallow
saucer of drought the birds will avoid?
I remember being told as a young mother
about the soft spot on the head: the fontanel,
where the bones in a newborn's scalp have not
knit together tightly yet. Maybe I am unknitting
myself at the top. Maybe that's what people mean
when they talk about becoming soft in the head.
Sometimes I dream the light
shining through there falls down
a great shaft without end.

