Open and shut

Sam Pepys and me

All the morning, after musique practice, in my cellar, ordering some alteracions therein, being much pleased with my new door into the back yard. So to dinner, and all the afternoon thinking upon business. I did by night set many things in order, which pleased me well, and puts me upon a resolution of keeping within doors and minding my business and the business of the office, which I pray God I may put in practice.
At night to bed.

I practice order
my new door
into the ink

an order of doors
minding the business
of god


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 31 January 1661/62.

Tunneling

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
To be a stone, or
a plant, or the root
at the end of it— vascular
network pushing through
granular earth like a miner
tunnels toward ore—

Blind and without guidance,
moving through resistance
toward any faint echo
of moisture; the water
table beneath mycelial
layers, long growth

of the centuries, no sun
but that deep heart
you'd hear coming close.
Body by then
worn to bone, the mind
a flickering torchlight.

Dictatorial

Sam Pepys and me

Fast-day for the murthering of the late King. I went to church, and Mr. Mills made a good sermon upon David’s words, “Who can lay his hands upon the Lord’s Anoynted and be guiltless?” So home and to dinner, and employed all the afternoon in my chamber, setting things and papers to rights, which pleased me very well, and I think I shall begin to take pleasure in being at home and minding my business. I pray God I may, for I find a great need thereof. At night to supper and to bed.

a day for the murdering
of words and lords

and all the things I think
begin to pray


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 30 January 1661/62.

On Lunar New Year

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Eat something sweet. Neither cut
your hair nor trim in half

the noodles in the soup. Swap out
the sad-looking fruit in the bowl;

buy some plump Satsumas. Decorate
a plate with orange sections,

a spoonful of rich blood stew,
a fragrant mound of rice. Lay this

offering on the counter before
pictures of those who've gone

ahead. Isn't it marvelous they've
retained an appetite for things in this

world? May we who've known the labor
of life have such abundance.

Mother of pearl

Sam Pepys and me

To Westminster, and at the Parliament door spoke with Mr. Coventry about business, and so to the Wardrobe to dinner, and thence to several places, and so home, where I found Mrs. Pen and Mrs. Rooth and Smith, who played at cards with my wife, and I did give them a barrel of oysters, and had a pullet to supper for them, and when it was ready to come to table, the foolish girl had not the manners to stay and sup with me, but went away, which did vex me cruelly. So I saw her home, and then to supper, and so to musique practice, and to bed.

at the door
the war
and oh Mrs Smith

play an oyster
able to stay with
a cruel supper


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 29 January 1661/62.

After the concert

Sam Pepys and me

This morning (after my musique practice with Mr. Berkenshaw) with my wife to the Paynter’s, where we staid very late to have her picture mended, which at last is come to be very like her, and I think well done; but the Paynter, though a very honest man, I found to be very silly as to matter of skill in shadows, for we were long in discourse, till I was almost angry to hear him talk so simply. So home to dinner and then to the office, and so home for all night.

music ended
like a nest of shadows

we hear simply
the night


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 28 January 1661/62.

Wearing the Beads

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
Long ago, I rode a bus twelve hours 
to a town up north cordoned by limestone
and canopies of pine. It was December,
morning frost glazing the cheeks of cabbages
and fingers of bean. In the guest house, there was
no heater— only a large metal drum filled with cold
water in the bathroom, a pink plastic dipper
beside it. But I wanted to wash off the dust
from the journey, before walking to the canteen
where the innkeeper's wife offered peppery
smoked blood sausages and cups of brewed
coffee. She asked if I wanted to see her basket
of heirloom beads, and we went upstairs.
I fingered heavy strings of banded agate and
carnelian, traced the brittle curves of shell
and the interlocked keys of dried snake
vertebra. She asked if I wanted to wear them
for a picture, stacked over my bare breasts
as they used to do when this world was
still theirs. I'd come to understand what
she meant when speaking of such loss,
and how blood is not only the animal's
signature across our everyday rituals,
but also one of the cords that tie us
to the world of ancestors. People still
thread gleaming orbs of pig hearts
and lungs with twine— offerings to hang
in the branches of trees. By nightfall,
these film over with rippling wings.
In the village, I'd hear the dark
timbre of gongs. Even now, the sound
is clear in my mind. After I left, I felt
sorry I'd passed up the chance to feel
against my skin the stones that tumbled
from one generation into the next.

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Ode to the Long Haul

river in November light between bare woods and mountain
"Feeling is a kind of thinking, and thinking 
often comes from feeling."
~ Eula Biss



During the thousand and one nights she told one
tale after another, did Sheherazade ever think

That's it, I've come to the end, I can't do any more?
Every scene and plot complication suspends time and

disbelief— she makes drawing from a well of inexhaustible
story seem magical and easy, especially when you consider

the stakes. Every twist, every detail puts one more nail
in the coffin of death (who always has an ear to the keyhole,

a twitchy hand on the sickle). I admire most her composure,
meaning both the act of composition, construction, and

arrangement as well as a calm disposition: the way she
doesn't let her mind freak at the threats made by

the petulant bully in a king's costume, the way she holds
fear and wonder side by side and lets them do their thing.

Relaunch

Sam Pepys and me

This morning, both Sir Williams and I by barge to Deptford-yard to give orders in businesses there; and called on several ships, also to give orders, and so to Woolwich, and there dined at Mr. Falconer’s of victuals we carried ourselves, and one Mr. Dekins, the father of my Morena, of whom we have lately bought some hemp. That being done we went home again.
This morning, going to take water upon Tower-hill, we met with three sleddes standing there to carry my Lord Monson and Sir H. Mildmay and another, to the gallows and back again, with ropes about their necks; which is to be repeated every year, this being the day of their sentencing the King.

this morning for the falcon
of ourselves being new again

this morning going up we met
with another gallows again


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Monday 27 January 1661/62.