All the din of desire is ants in a cake

It’s day five and Houston, we have
a real case of cabin fever. The city
is never coming in to plow the snow

from these little residential streets.
We say “the city” as if we were expecting
a row of buildings that take on a particular

look silhouetted against the evening sky,
to appear on the street corner armed
with shovels. And it’s lousy when finally

you get the shed door open then realize you don’t
own one. But no worries— improv is a skill!
The largest aluminum baking sheet in the pantry

is 17 x 12 x 1. What else to do? Untouched
but for sweetgum nonpareils, the backyard is
a fondant sheet. Easy as pie once you get

the rhythm. You think of all the little favors
taped to ribbon pulls underneath a wedding cake:
wishbone, key, prancing pony. Button, bell, fleur-

de-lis; silver thimble. No one says spinster or
old maid anymore, and CNN reports that now
is actually the best time in which to be

single. Chocolate would be a popular
flavor, if not for how it tends to show
in the pictures when people smile.

 

In response to Via Negativa: Humbugger.

Poet Bloggers Revival Digest: Week 1

poet bloggers revival tour 2018

poet bloggers revival tour 2018 If you’re new to the Poet Bloggers Revival Tour, read Donna Vorreyer’s explanatory blog post with the official list of participants (and leave a comment there if you’d like to join). Please note however that I reserve the right to occasionally also include links from other poetry bloggers whom I’ve been following for years, and who may be too antisocial to join the revival tour. As for my own blogging, this week I added two posts about poetry to my oft-neglected author site, so I’m definitely feelin’ the revival fever! If you missed last week’s digest, here’s the archive.

What is it to be a poet in this world? International, intercultural, intergenerational. Virtual.

My social-media life was the opposite of poetry. Since 2016, I’ve experienced it as divisive. I am tired of labels.  Even the silly ones. What kind of pizza are you? Which French philosopher? I understand that categories are useful. Scientists find use in them. But poets shouldn’t. Poets are occupied with the truth. And the truth is always a platypus.

I crave the deep work. The work of sincere attention necessary for poetry. I want to close my eyes and rediscover my senses. I want to fight against the stenciled concepts I’ve adopted.
Ren Powell, Poetry is the Unknown Guest in the House

 

I was very, very late to Twitter, but once I latched on, I saw a vibrant, diverse, and engaged set of poets. I initially followed old poet friends, and then I started to pick up all these new voices. At first, yes, I was dismissive of it all, from the registering of liking and retweeting of tweets, all about instantaneous, mindless, and cost-free feedback, to the humble-bragging about followers-to-following ratios. I wondered if Kaveh Akbar ever read a book a poetry without his phone ready to snap a new favorite stanza. I wasn’t sure what to think about Jericho Brown’s latest report of his body-fat percentage. And yet, poets like Akbar, Brown, Eve Ewing, Danez Smith, Shaindel Beers were not only accomplished in their craft, beyond woke in their politics, and genuinely enthusiastic about their art, but were challenging me to love more and assume less. These poets were kicking my ass.

Soon, the nosiness was rather pleasing to me, even with all the self-promotion, because it was this deep buzz of human activity. It was also useful for me to remember that these poets had much more serious, deeper engagements with their craft than their latest tweet-storm, and that the twittersphere is just one access point. It’s also useful to remember just how lonesome poetry writing can be, which is another quality that I do love about it, and Twitter is one means to connect.
Jim Brock, Broken Links

 

Work is a complex thing. It can be a soul-sucking, time-burning depletion, or it can be an expression of the full being. There can be grace on a production line, I imagine: pride in efficient, high quality work done safely by a team who believe in their product. But when I think of work, I think of solitude. That’s just me. I think of the times I’ve lost myself in my work of mind and hand — the swirl of thinking and logic and overcoming obstacles, being imaginative in problem-solving, articulating something effectively. And having fun in the process. Loving, in fact, the process. I also think of all the jobs I’ve had that were not that at all, were depleting in various ways, mostly because I either didn’t care about it or didn’t feel valued, or both.
Marilyn McCabe, Let Me Give You a Hand; Thoughts on Work

 

Here’s what I believe: writing in a supportive environment when the rules are: be playful and yes, anything goes are a great recipe for success. Unlike most other workshops, we focus on creating our own writing prompts (new ones for each class) and for each one, we have a secret mission whether it is to write image driven poems or create new forms — everyone leaves with at least six drafts of six poems they never would have written otherwise. Kind of wonderful.
Susan Rich, What I Love About Teaching Poetry Workshops

 

I liked this process of adaptation. When movies are adapted from books and stories, filmmakers change things. They fire characters and compress scenes in part to save money on paying actors and renting space, but also because there is often no need to say what is shown. Why not something similar with poetry?

I think writers and probably poets especially can get locked into the sanctity of their words and lord knows there are times when that makes sense, but if poetry is to be a conversation even if as in this case with oneself, I think it’s important to let go a little bit especially when changing mediums. My academic background is in film production and screenwriting where the expectation is that the written word is not final so maybe this comes easier for me, but it’s a comfortable way for me to work and I think it’s useful to see where your words can go and a worthwhile exercise to keep playing with what you’ve made and, if you dare, open it up for others to do so as well.
James Brush, all roads lead here & Notes on Adapting Poetry

 

Poetry is not meant to speak clearly now.
Circumlocute. Paint pictures, white
upon white upon white. Associate.
There is something to be said for fragment,
flash illuminated, a freeze-frame strobing.
Memory breaks like that. Stuck to glass.
Millibars drop, pummel backs with snow.
Whose scapular muscle twitches? What
feathered thing flies, heart hammering.
JJS, January 4, 2018: To the Small Bird Flying Under It

 

Ada Limón and I were part of a cohort of poets who came up at about the same time in publishing our first books. Now, I say that word “cohort” with two asterisks.
The first asterisk is that we were a cohort uniquely born of the internet era. Yes, we each had the communities created by school—which in her case, was a rock-star class of New York University MFA graduates. But in the larger sense, we were that first virtual community of poets who had a meaningful dialogue via comments left on each others’ blogs. We muddled our way through NaPoWriMo together. We cheered each other on when no one else was paying attention.
The second asterisk is that Ada’s first book and her second book were simultaneous, thanks to having Jean Valentine select the manuscript Lucky Wreck for the 2005 Autumn House Poetry Prize, and then—literally, within months—winning the 2006 Pearl Poetry Prize with The Big Fake World. That never happens. She made it happen.
Sandra Beasley, Introductions

 

When I make money from poetry, I try to put money back into poetry. I want to support the literary community as much as I can. I spent some time at the end of the year subscribing to a few journals, as I do every year – I try to rotate the journals so I can support as many as possible. I buy a LOT of poetry books (although I get a decent number as review copies) because 1. I want to support my local stores that carry poetry and 2. I want to support small presses that publish poetry. But I do also support the idea of literary publishers, organizations and journals trying to raise money outside the small circle of poets that want to publish – by reaching out more, trying more ways to gain subscribers, maybe advertising? What do you think? I remember being poor enough that every book contest fee hurt. I feel that fees have gone way up since I started trying to publish work waaay back in 2001-2.
Jeannine Hall Gailey, 2018 so far: A Poem in Rogue Agent, New Year Zoo Lights, Luck and Poetry Fees, and Thinking About the New Year and New Poetry Blogs!

 

January slid in on the light of a cold full moon. Like a winter wolf, I am denning, exploring the dark that is so much part of this time of year where I live. I curl up on one end of the sofa in the evening and plunge into the pages of book after book. I am twitchy and witchy and my reading choices reflect it. I began the year with Patti Smith’s Devotion, followed swiftly by Kiki Petrosino’s Witch Wife and the Em Strang’s Bird-Woman.

My dreams are full of skaters, spells, and wings. These are just the types of books I love, ones that bring you along head-tilted and stumbling, not sure if the path beneath your feet is solid or black ice. Books full of spells and enchantments. Images that carry the tang of fallen leaves and the hiss of snow.
Erin Coughlin Hollowell, Balancing dreams and reality

 

we undress together   down to our satchel of lost poems   refusing to be more than alive
Grant Hackett (untitled monostich)

Humbugger

Lay long in bed, but most of it angry and scolding with my wife about her warning Jane our cookemayde to be gone and upon that she desires to go abroad to-day to look a place. A very good mayde she is and fully to my mind, being neat, only they say a little apt to scold, but I hear her not.
To my office all the morning busy. Dined at home. To my office again, being pretty well reconciled to my wife, which I did desire to be, because she had designed much mirthe to-day to end Christmas with among her servants. At night home, being twelfenight, and there chose my piece of cake, but went up to my viall, and then to bed, leaving my wife and people up at their sports, which they continue till morning, not coming to bed at all.

a cold place is my mind
ear of ice

all the din of desire
is ants in a cake
people at their sports
the tin ill morning


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Friday 6 January 1665.

August 21, 1983

The day we learn, on the evening news,
how the senator returning from exile
in America is gunned down on the tarmac
just after exiting the plane, I wait

for a taxi to take me to the hospital.
A fever swells in my blood and a torch
burns through the high grass springing
up in my lungs, in my head. Doctors

tap and listen, then set me up
with drips and needles. There’s a TV
on the wall there too, and from time
to time nurses turn their heads:

the senator’s widow refuses to have
his mangled face and bloodied corpse
cleaned up— mottled red all over
the front of his white jacket. I dream

of fractured skulls and assassins perched
on every lamp post along the boulevard.
For three days I languish before I cough up
everything in my lungs and the haze

in my head starts to clear. Meantime,
talk grows about a coming revolution;
and the ailing dictator trapped in his
mansion, hooked up to dialysis machines.

Snowfallen

Up, it being very cold and a great snow and frost tonight. To the office, and there all the morning. At noon dined at home, troubled at my wife’s being simply angry with Jane, our cook mayde (a good servant, though perhaps hath faults and is cunning), and given her warning to be gone. So to the office again, where we sat late, and then I to my office, and there very late doing business. Home to supper and to the office again, and then late home to bed.

a great snow
the angry cook is given
warning again


Erasure haiku derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Thursday 5 January 1665.

Prologue

Sepia photographs, swirling
helix on a barber’s pole;

black and white movies shown
in theatres with red plush-

backed chairs— It’s a time
when someone has to go behind

the stage to pull on the curtain
cord. There is one usher wearing

a small flashlight on a string
around his neck. He shuffles

from row to row, shining a light
that you can follow to the empty

seats in the middle. Why would there
be any reason not to trust the faint

yellow beam, wavering awhile before
clicking off, even if you have to sit

in darkness waiting for the faltering
projector to find itself again?

On Mirrors

~ in response to a videopoem by Eduardo Yagüe on Rafael Courtoisie’s “Song of the Mirror” (“La canción del espejo”), with translation by Jean Morris

The earth is full of openings:
wounds arranged as sweet circles,
blistered over with leaves.

What lisps here so lightly,
as if granite or marble were not
pockmarked as the moon?

In rooms where no one is talking,
a different kind of sea: you could look
at the rafters bleached and white
as bones, as if drifting above.

I hug myself the way
another would hold me,
but this isn’t all of me—

I am not my teeth, not the mouth’s
tormented shapes, nor the fear
that leaps into my throat like bile
when I run upstairs thinking
I’ve heard a gunshot.

It’s only the heavy mirror
falling to the floor, slipping
from its round wooden frame,
breaking into pieces.

In a field, or in front of the sea:
a dream of symmetry.

That game of touching
first one half of the face
then the other. Or seeing
how hair falls on each
side of the part.

At the horizon, the sea never says
look at me. Never says
drink me, or drown in me.

Water ripples
and images distort
in a fringe of lashes—
Look at the tiny hermit crabs,
unhomed but homing.

I don’t want to be
undone by stone. I want to think
of the sea and how it kisses
every part: how in it, I can think
only of immensity.

Yes, that would be the kind
of mirror I’d want to find.

Landlubbers

Lay long, and then up and to my Lord of Oxford’s, but his Lordshipp was in bed at past ten o’clock: and, Lord helpe us! so rude a dirty family I never saw in my life. He sent me out word my business was not done, but should against the afternoon.
I thence to the Coffee-house, there but little company, and so home to the ‘Change, where I hear of some more of our ships lost to the Northward. So to Sir W. Batten’s, but he was set out before I got thither. I sat long talking with my lady, and then home to dinner. Then come Mr. Moore to see me, and he and I to my Lord of Oxford’s, but not finding him within Mr. Moore and I to “Love in a Tubb,” which is very merry, but only so by gesture, not wit at all, which methinks is beneath the House.
So walked home, it being a very hard frost, and I find myself as heretofore in cold weather to begin to burn within and pimples and pricks all over my body, my pores with cold being shut up.
So home to supper and to cards and to bed.

the dirt was our ship
lost beneath the frost

I find myself in cold weather
begin to burn all over


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Wednesday 4 January 1665.

Solitudes

~ After DOMINGO DESPUÉS DEL VENDAVAL (English Subtitles)
voice and direction, Eduardo Yagüe; poem and translation, Jean Morris.

Riff of violins, aria rising
like a column of smoke, like a hymn
to grey above brown rooftops
and deserted streets.

Nothing blinks behind the shutters.
Whatever passed here has taken
back what it knows.

Now a man with a cane limps down
the street while someone crosses
with haste to the other side,
and a car turns round about.

All destinations can
be foreshortened.

I see you, and you, eating
in a diner: silverware the color
of twigs, plates of leathery brick.
I too am searching for an opening—

Such things somehow
easier to miss than to find.
In the graveyard, tombstones form

a miniature city, echoing the arrangement
of skyscrapers or high rise apartments. What
color is the furniture in them? We walk
one way, and the shadow of a bus

moves in the opposite direction
under the bridge.

No hint of loud yellow, not a taxicab
in sight. On the corner, no one touches
his head to a faded prayer rug facing east.

Only the grocers with brown
paper sacks and cellophane. Not one
syllable of green, nor medley of colors
we tasted in spring.

Someone is searching in the forest;
or maybe he is just out for a walk,
missing the language of leaves.

Hipsters

Up, and by coach to Sir Ph. Warwicke’s, the streete being full of footballs, it being a great frost, and found him and Mr. Coventry walking in St. James’s Parke. I did my errand to him about the felling of the King’s timber in the forests, and then to my Lord of Oxford, Justice in Eyre, for his consent thereto, for want whereof my Lord Privy Seale stops the whole business. I found him in his lodgings, in but an ordinary furnished house and roome where he was, but I find him to be a man of good discreet replys.
Thence to the Coffee-house, where certain newes that the Dutch have taken some of our colliers to the North; some say four, some say seven.
Thence to the ‘Change a while, and so home to dinner and to the office, where we sat late, and then I to write my letters, and then to Sir W. Batten’s, who is going out of towne to Harwich to-morrow to set up a light-house there, which he hath lately got a patent from the King to set up, that will turne much to his profit. Here very merry, and so to my office again, where very late, and then home to supper and to bed, but sat up with my wife at cards till past two in the morning.

the street full
of a great forest
ivy stops business

I find a discrete coffee house
where we take some out-of-town light
to profit off the morning


Erasure poem derived from The Diary of Samuel Pepys, Tuesday 3 January 1665.