In summer, even before all the dying, she was stricken with fear and grief. Already they were like twin stones she carried in her mouth. She was careful not to swallow them whole, also careful not to show so much of their bulge through each cheek. Out in the world, so much heat and light; so many people thronging to orchards to sample the tastes of fruit unburied from dark barrels of oak—how they swirled in the bottoms of tulip-shaped glasses, how they sent up strings of tiny beads reminding one of weddings and cake. But in her mouth, those two stones shifted from one side to the other— each smaller than a grape, but denser than marble or a seed. Sometimes they pulsed like a heart, or quieted like boats tethered to a dock. She wondered what would happen if she spat them out into her hand, if she washed them with water and laid them on an altar to be blessed. After all, one can make an offering out of anything. A space might open up enough to admit other shapes.