- after Larry Levis
Of his boyhood bathed in dust
and vines, a poet wrote: A life like that?
It seemed to go on forever— Labor in fields
and orchards, hours in the bland hallways
of school followed by nights as seasons
changed from one currency to another.
If I lean hard into the pocket of air
right by my cheek, I can hear
the gurgle of frogs beneath the vegetable
plots, the sharp scouring of wet driveways
by aunts armed with stiff-bristled brooms.
I also want to say I was happy then, pulling
chayote off a trellis covered with tendrils
like old telephone coils, lighting a spiral
of Elephant katol in its clay dish before
inhaling its eucalyptus fume. When
did frost scald rows of cabbages,
wilting them leaf to bone? In church,
on Sundays a priest in robes of silk
dipped bayabas branches
into an urn of water and shook
droplets over our bowed heads.
Sometimes doves flew in from
the parking lot and hovered
in the vaulted ceiling. Cool
marble of tile underfoot. Votives
that we knew would flicker out
when flame hit the empty pans.