My daughter asks if I ever read
mystery or crime novels when I was younger.
I used to like this literary mystery series
in which the main character
is a literature professor in a little college town.
She becomes a de facto consultant for the local
investigations unit after she helps them solve a case,
reading random fragments as part of a plot
that only begins to make sense
when seemingly inconsequential details
begin to take the form of intention. Close
reading, my own college professor called it.
Meaning that takes shape behind the scenes, more
quietly than the shock of a body found by a hedge
in the quad, face mangled beyond recognition..
Everything connects to some kind of story,
though understanding takes time. Clues reside
in throwaway comments, a letter misplaced,
weird forms of construction that make characters
sound other than themselves. Everyday conflicts
leave careless traces. Warnings go unheeded.
Stories of grief date back, just as in the myths
of old, to ancient grudges. When did you last
see the missing woman, the murderer? Perhaps
hiding in plain sight. Perhaps filling a hot bath
with bath salts or adding suspicious meats to a stew.