End Times

i am not ready for
a light-filled forest

still half aflame
i struggle to recognize it

with thinning hair
comes the chill of loss

i finger a nickel
that slaveowner’s face

riding in my pocket
like i’m lewis and clark

under red and scarlet oaks
the music of falling acorns

tick-tocking but only
at random moments

i clock in at several
caught breaths an hour

a forest can turn to coal
in the fullness of time

and those who believe in hell
can dig it up and burn it

with faith all things
acquire an airbrushed glow

but when mountains move
there’s a detachment fault

beneath which other rocks
go their own way

i sit watching
the treetops glow

in sun that they can
no longer taste

Bell’s Gap

a woodpecker’s
speckled woods

weathering novemberly
down to embers

in the soothills
of the alleghenies

where victorians went
on elegant excursions

railroad logging a hundred
summers in a day

now free to go
fluttering

muttering off
earthward

warm
worm
words

Deep Structure

day breaks
like a wishbone
how lucky

that the longer portion
remains with us
in darkness

under the interstate
in that dull
interminable thunder

a school of salmon-
colored leaves
stream down

from trees given
scraps of now-
worthless land

a cylindrical concrete pier
is tree enough
for virginia creeper

its forked tendrils
its scarlet molt
a bit of fox grape

and now for
a fish crow’s
falsetto caw

Way Back

glimpsed in passing
at seventy miles an hour

dark eyes in a pale
heart-shaped face

no longer playing
possum

and later when
i measure myself

against a massive
mossy boulder

i feel my fragility
a winter wren tut-tuts

but one helicopter breaks
a whole mountain’s silence

i get out my phone camera
still hungry to possess

a young pine caught
in a dead oak’s embrace

leaves in mid-air against
a wild tangle of limbs

clouds furthering the end-
lessness of mountains

i find the stone-walled spring
dry for the first time

descending an eroded path
deep in fallen leaves

i walk like a drunk
to avoid injury

loose-limbed and slow
resolutely unsteady

and manage to hold
the ground at bay

stiltgrass encroaches
like a bad combover

the seeds having hitchhiked in
on shoes and bike tires

the trail leads under
a fallen tree

why is it so difficult
to bow my head

and then i’m on my knees
among baby porcupines

american chestnut husks
spiny and golden

from not one but two trees
beside the trail

canopy-height and twice
as thick as my neck

with no sign of blight
no earlier dead sprouts

i take pictures to challenge
my own disbelief

amid the drama
of changing seasons

and the unreadable
gestures of aging oaks

in the silence of the mountain
i can hear my own pulse

a faint but steady
drip of water

somewhere in a hollow
under the rocks

Shingletown Gap

an idyll of falling
drifting unmoored

from growing inlets
of October sky

must include the un-
remastered original

bright blue lightly
frosted weather

and a village nestled
against a mountain

the newly resurfaced road
that dead-ends at a trailhead

so the dog-walkers
can drive to the woods

so a canine snout can track
each falling leaf

while its human puzzles
over arborglyphs on a snag

where larvae came of age
and left the tree as beetles

after completing
their masterpieces

yes of course the foliage
in every shade of flame

sic transit gloria mundi
on a Tuesday afternoon

where death is life
for the leaf duff

a universe with
its own laws

inhabited by iron worms
and crescent moon millipedes

woodland jumping mice
and the shy timber rattler

basking in the middle
of a multi-use trail

its dark velvet scales
its electric buzz

covering for
a quiet getaway

through dry leaves in which
the wind also rustles

as if it were already
gray November

and dogs had noses
only for frozen gut piles

but already the deer
are hounded by lust

scrape away fallen leaves
in an agony of longing

until even the soil
speaks their name

a lexicon of scents
to which the pines contribute

losing hands
of five needles

for even evergreens
yellow with age

and the wind has
such a discriminating touch

while the oaks of course
take their sweet time

drop acorns before turning
in a depth of sky

not seen since April flowers
began spewing pollen

but if nature’s last green
is also gold

hasn’t the whole summer
been a false flag operation

and how can true colors
not intoxicate

whether burgundy or rosé
pale ale or amber

let blue jays steal the cry
of a red-tailed hawk

who’s otherwise occupied
wallowing in black and white

feathers of
an answered prayer

Tussey Mountain: a walking poem

day breaks
into increments of gold

a falling leaf flits back and forth
like a doomed moth

acorns gestate
in the throat pouch of a jay

the breeze is spicy with rot
i take deep lungfuls

nuclear armageddon
is trending on twitter

the bluestone road
seduces me again

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each of my feet aches
in its own way

the left to take wing
the right to take root

they take me where hemlocks
pry open the rocks

and vultures drift past
without flapping

a section of trail famous
for being hard on boots

it is difficult says the guidebook
to get any rhythm going

as you step from rock
to rock

but this is the music
i grew up with

a grouse cups his wings and drums
on the skin of the air

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distant booms
a shooting range perhaps

the sun goes in but
the yellow keeps glowing

chickadees announce my presence
in unflattering terms

to a mixed flock feeding
on mountain ash berries

a rock shifts under me
i shift with it

at a trail intersection someone
has dug a hole in the rocks

revealing the water table
its serving of birch leaves

farther along the hemlock
burnt from below

by an untended camp fire
that turned roots to charcoal

two years later it’s dead
but for one last limb

stripped down to the skeleton
for a sky burial

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descending the flank of the ridge
i find a proper spring

yellow coral mushrooms
extend crossed fingers

the mountain can punish
moments of inattention

but i am a bad student
i walk in two places at once

a place of wings
and a place of roots

that night the moon flies
through prismatic clouds

at its brightest
and most manic

stained by the dark
beds of seas

Walking Blues

i lug my silence into a blue forest
its lost cloud

loud with jays jeering
at my blue hat

what makes it so high
and lonesome on the map

baptised from below
in the water table

enabling the spirit to speak
in broken oak—

no hoax this glossolalia
a cross-worded puzzle

muzzling all green thoughts
leaf by leaf

grief needs no bait to bite
no hook to hold

old as the reflection
in a phone’s black glass

amassing unknown calls
vibrating on silent

Oaks as Teachers

give me shade tolerance
so i can worship the sun
at a cellular level

teach me the dance
in abundance
the sects of insects

how to work like
an artist’s model
with wind or fire

how to mine in place
and turn the soil
into an accomplice

how to communicate
with an alien life form
in speech acts of pure energy

how to grow wound wood
walling off all the hollow
broken places

Cow Heaven

i pass a black glove stuck
to a white oak beside the trail

and soon i am seeing trees with faces
pot-bellied old maples

great buttressed oaks
limbs spreading in all directions

spared for the shade
they once gave livestock

now filling in fast
with pole timber

and a blue-green haze
of little white pines coming up

an old pasture slowly climbing
toward the bovine clouds

One-winged wasp

for sale:
wilderness
travel
trailer

wilderness is within you my friend

assuming you have a healthy gut microbiome

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we live in a time of signs and wonders

known as the present moment. a moment in which a tiger swallowtail might be bugging off but you capture it anyway in a good-enough-for-the-internet photo on your phone

E.T. was prophesy man i mean look at us now we are all extra, extra terrestrial man, just always phoning home. I guess that’s what it means to be terrestrial

a log i’ve stepped over hundreds of times was garnished today with these distinctive-looking cup fungi which i have never seen before in my life

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it’s interesting to consider how much or how little work the word “natural” does in a phrase such as “natural smoke flavor added”

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mayapples may not ripen until August it turns out, on extremely rare occasions when the local wildlife doesn’t get to them first

tastes may vary but to me a mayapple tastes less like an apple than something that may or may not be made with apples—like a junk-food version of an apple, with a very different texture in the mouth

not at all bitter, like wild lettuce

but nothing i’m going to make a point of seeking out the way i go after sassafras for example

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when i last saw her this one-winged wasp had walked all the way up to her nest in the rafters

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walking up the road after dark to look at the stars, but the road is full of winking glowworms—how can the sky compete?