When you grow up in a city with a man- made lake, you do not learn to swim. You learn to lean into the oars and pull, all the while facing the creaky dock. This is one way to move forward, to set into motion, to look as if you know where you're going. Overhead, a sky filters through willow leaves. Streetlamps are only streetlamps and not a row of gavels preparing judgment. Your ancestors still sleep under bedspreads tufted with fog and pine needles. Unlike you, they never wanted to climb over the teacup's rim. You know a god doesn't linger there or strike a spoon, giving off lightning sparks. Your eyes have learned to adjust to light; your hands, between the makeshift screen and the source, still remember how to make the shapes for dragonfly and bird, fish and trembling hare.