Can't count how many times people have said they can't believe you don't know how to swim— An island girl like you? How to explain that ringed by water didn't mean ticket to the local country club, the only place then where one could join groups of chlorinated children in their summer rituals: as guest, not born to, no silver pacifier in the mouth. Though you're still afraid of water anytime it rises above your chin, you learn other versions of treading— resistance against indifference to your subjectivity, your speech, your body and manner of cleaving a path one arrow, one stroke at a time.