I am always looking for mountains. Where I am, the fingers of the estuary mix fresh and salt water. Along strips of highway, furniture stores and short- term car rentals hum with their own kind of static impatience. In summer, ships make a procession into the bay, their flags furling the colors of countries elsewhere. Some of these countries must have mountains too, but I have no ability to imagine them. On the other side of the river, you can see office buildings of a small city with cobbled streets; signage of new hotels, new high rises. Once you learn a shape, it is likely you'll recognize it again— tern, crested cormorant, heron; the loon's drawn-out and silvery call at night; how loneliness seems to make its own shape, threading in and out of the mist.