We've pulled back the scroll again by an hour to give
room for the dark— though time has never bent
itself to saving, in the same way a country could never
be owned despite its archive of maps, its histories
of surveillance and exchange. Two blocks away,
the river exhales through the day. At the terminal's
edge, sunset outlines a row of cranes so they look
like a fleet of otherworldly sentinels, snouts
scouting the air. And I can hardly bear to watch the news:
for instance, today, a father wept as he dug, in vain,
for his children's bodies. Around the bombed ruins of homes
can we say it is by luck or grace the living grieve? Even
the youngest ones can't stop trembling: this word, from
the Latin tremulus—pertaining to the trauma of a wound.
Yes. I know the feeling exactly.