We've pulled back the scroll again by an hour to give room for the dark— though time has never bent itself to saving, in the same way a country could never be owned despite its archive of maps, its histories of surveillance and exchange. Two blocks away, the river exhales through the day. At the terminal's edge, sunset outlines a row of cranes so they look like a fleet of otherworldly sentinels, snouts scouting the air. And I can hardly bear to watch the news: for instance, today, a father wept as he dug, in vain, for his children's bodies. Around the bombed ruins of homes can we say it is by luck or grace the living grieve? Even the youngest ones can't stop trembling: this word, from the Latin tremulus—pertaining to the trauma of a wound.
Yes. I know the feeling exactly.