has tears in her eyes, from all the suffering
in the world. The Bodhisattva is supposed
to show me how to deal with all the pain
I also see, the suffering in my life and
in others' lives. But I can only have
empathy and compassion if I feel connected
instead of detached, apprehend the exact
shape of what hurts or is heavy. Not as idea
or abstraction but as throb, constriction,
a knot in the middle of my chest that keeps me
awake through the night. What to do, what to do,
when we are asked to see things clearly
for what they are, instead of clouded
by judgment and the many illusions of desire?
The Bodhisattva of compassion has decided
to postpone her own transcendence into Nirvana,
in order to help all sentient beings. Salt
gathers at the corners of my eyes, perhaps
even at nerve endings. Pay attention, she says;
stay and hold the ache in place until
it softens. Detachment isn't abandonment.
It means letting the pain be pain
while standing close and not looking away.