is what they call artists who didn't go
to art school or take a single formal
art lesson in their lives. And yet
visions in their minds took shape
in clay or burst open with oils
on canvas. Grandma Moses pieced
her quilt-square landscapes, Van Gogh
his bending wheat fields and vibrant
yellow-green interiors. Fingers
listened to every shape and shadow
in the world. A tarnished teakettle
on a windowsill is no accessory— only
part of the equipment of daily life.
Tea sets with missing cups. Mismatched
plates, silverware from yard sales;
armchairs covered with oily antimacassars
pressed to stiffness from the light
of countless afternoons. Isn't this how
you've always learned— figuring it out
one trial at a time, as if from memory
before it becomes memory? The lesson:
you prepare for joy the way you prepare
for sorrow. How to stand without flinching
as orchids and velvet moths circle your head
and a black monkey coils a necklace of thorns
around your neck, from which a dead hummingbird
with wings outspread now dangles like a pendant.
~ after "Self Portrait with Thorn Necklace and
Hummingbird," Frida Kahlo (1940)